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Walker? Sir? Mr. Actor?
Jokes aside. That look? That anger? Percy finally having enough and being pissed off with a God who doesnât care about his children, insulted his friends, ruined their quest and wants to start an unnecessary war where he has nothing to lose? But most importantly⌠Percy literally QUAKING with unchecked rage for a God who came in the way of him saving his mom?
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I Hate U, I Love U
â After finally managing to escape the lifelong rivalry you once had with Yoon Jeonghan, youâre unexpectedly thrown back into the undesirable feud after receiving a scholarship to the most prestigious private school in the city. Despite your attempts to leave the past in the past, you discover too late that youâre the only one interested in letting the vendetta go. Years later, thereâs a switch in dynamic when youâre the one unwilling to let it go. â
PAIRING: yoon jeonghan x female reader
WORD COUNT: 20.8k
GENRE: enemies to lovers au, rich kid au, college au, model au, fake dating au, angst, (tiniest bit of) fluff, smut
WARNINGS: theyâre in high school at the beginning of this, rich boy!jeonghan, frat boy!jeonghan, former rich girl!reader, model!reader, classism, asshole parents, drinking, scheming, mild violence (1 slap), reader and jeonghan are pretty terrible to each other, repressed feelings, revenge is a recurring theme in this, lots of arguing, star-crossed lovers vibes, heavy on the regret, jealousy, fake relationship (but real feelings oops), oral sex (f receiving), unprotected sex, pussy drunk!hannie, cockdrunk!reader, multiple creampies, squirting, overstimulation
a/n: still canât believe i sat down and wrote this much. hope you guys like it! based on this request (sorry it took so long rip). minors dni!!
You can still remember the exact way you felt when your family lost everything and was left in poverty. Back then, your reality had become a twilight zone that left you feeling misplaced. Fate was cruel to make that exact feeling resurface now as youâre standing at the gates of your new school.
An emotion that couldâve been written off as typical anxiety from being the new kid is actual nerves caused by the unhealthy obsession your parents have with reclaiming the status your family once had. Inexplicably, they both believed the main way to do this is to be better than the Yoon family.
Embarrassing as it is, this fixation of theirs dates back to before you were born. In particular, itâs your momâs unrelenting need to be better than the Yoons that got you into this unfavorable situation in the first place. She canât be fully blamed, though. Everything dates back the feud her first husband (your father) has been part of since he was a kid.
As a child, you didnât fully understand how deep the hatred ran. You also didnât realize that being the heir to your familyâs fortune meant that their vendetta had become your burden to bear (and somehow still was). Naively, you believed everything was over the moment your family was left with nothing. It wasnât until you were leaving your house that your mom made it clear she still expected you go head-to-head with the heir of the Yoon family.
Believing that Yoon Jeonghan would still be willing to partake in a petty rivalry with you isnât realistic, but your mom is beyond seeing reason at this point. Restoring the prestige of your family name came before anything now (even reality). In your momâs eyes, beating the only son of the Yoon family seems to be the only way to do it.
This new-but-not-new obligation is the reason you canât stifle the sick feeling that overcomes you as you walk through the front gates of the most prestigious private school in the city.
The campus is larger and more extravagant in person. Every single thingâfrom the wide pathways to the elegant topographyâscreams money. Students are scattered in front of the building, clad in the expensive uniform thatâs currently draped over your own frame. The sight of designer bags, stylish shoes, and glamorous jewelry is a reminder of what once was and will never be again.
As if that daunting fact isnât enough to make the dread in your gut paralyze you with anxiety, the cold looks you get are. Maybe youâre paranoid, or maybe people are actually sneering at you because they recognize you. Either way, this feeling of wanting to disappear doesnât go away.
You stop walking to dig in the pocket of your jacket to pull out your phone. Itâs a pathetic attempt to look like youâre not a total outsider who would rather be anywhere else. Unfortunately, your actions donât provide you with the comfort youâre looking for. You wonder if hiding somewhere inside would stifle the nerves you feel. As fate (and your rotten luck) would have it, you donât get a chance to make that decision.
In a sudden instant, you feel a body collide with your own. You recoil with a surprised gasp when a hot liquid spills all over your chest and torso. The distinct smell makes you panic. Coffee stains are the worst kind, and you just know your mom is going kill you if the uniform she worked so hard to pay for is ruined. Panic seeps into your chest as you start to wipe at your wet clothes without looking up. Itâs futile, but just thinking about the consequences that youâre going to face if the overpriced uniform got ruined makes you want to throw up.
âWhat the fuck!?â The loud yell draws the attention of all the people within the spacious vicinity. âWatch where youâre going, you fucking idiot!â
You furrow your eyebrows angrily, and before you can lift your head to see whoâs yelling, you feel an empty cup hit your feet. The remnants of the coffee splatter on your shoes and the lower part of your shins. Somehow, you feel cold despite the coffee being scorching hot.
The surprised guffaws and gasps seem muffled because of how loud your heartbeat is. A yell of your own is building in your throat, but when you look up, youâre suddenly at a complete loss for words. It all feels like some horrible nightmare because you find yourself looking at a face that you never wanted to see again.
Like a scene out of a cheesy movie, your (former) sworn enemy is standing right in front of you.
For some inexplicable reason, you canât find your voice. You can only stare at Jeonghan with a dumb expression on your face. The embarrassment and anger you feel clash together and whirl inside you like a tornado, but even the intensity of your emotions isnât enough to get you to express them in the way you want.
Jeonghan feels very pleased with himself until the unknown girl lifts her head. He blinks once, twice, and a third time. This doesnât have the effect he desires because the image of you isnât going away. Many years have passed since he last saw you, but he could never forget your face. Jeonghan mightâve thought he was dropped in the middle of some bizarre dream if it wasnât for the harsh hammering of his heart. It really is you standing in front of him, looking like youâre two seconds away from murdering him.
âWhat the hell is your problem?â You seeth, no longer able to push down all the anger youâre feeling. âYouâre the one who ran into me, asshole!â
Never in your life had you seen someone turn so red in the span of two seconds. You briefly wonder why Jeonghan feels so embarrassed when itâs you whoâs dripping in coffee with what feels like the entire world laughing at your expense.
âY/N?â His voice is incredulous. âWhat are you doing here?â
Itâs a stupid question to ask considering the fact that youâre literally wearing the school issued uniform and have a school bag slung over your shoulders, but you know what Jeonghan actually means: How is it possible that someone like you is attending this school?
You arenât about to dignify him with an answer since it seems like the watching crowd is itching for a show. Giving him a reaction is only going to make you look crazy, and you wonât give him or anyone else that satisfaction. It seems like youâre the only one that feels this way, though.
âYou canât hand wash the uniform. It has to be dry cleaned.â
Once again, the snickers and mocking whispers sound deafening. Instead of punching him in the mouth like you want, you somehow convince yourself to keep a level head. âWhatever. Move.â You snap before shoving past the stunned boy.
Once you get away from that embarrassing scene and find a bathroom, you shrug off your jacket to assess the damage. A scowl brings down the edges of your lips when you see the dark stains the coffee left behind. With an aggravated sigh, you glance down at your uniform. The front part is somewhat damp and a bit dirty, but luckily for you (and your momâs bank account) the stains arenât too prominent.
You take a deep breath before lifting your head and squaring your shoulders. It doesnât matter that this already feels like the worst day ever, you canât lose sight of the goal your mom has in mind. And you definitely canât let Jeonghan of all people derail those plans. Playing into his petty games isnât something you can afford to do anymore. Not that you want to, anyway.
When you finally calm down and decide to face the day, you find Jeonghan standing outside the bathroom, waiting for you. His shocked gaze from before is long gone and replaced with a hostile one you're more familiar with.
âI guess the standards of the scholarship program have hit an all time low.â He says as he falls into step beside you. âDo you really think coming here is going to change anything? Someone like you doesnât belong here.â
You try your hardest to ignore him, but he keeps following you. Briefly, you wonder why it seems like heâs eager to pick up where you two left off. Were his parents thinking the same thing as yours, or was this something he was doing on his own?
âIâm talking to you.â
Finally, you stop and turn to him with a mean glare on your face. âI can see the years have done nothing for that pea-sized brain of yours. No matter how much you want me gone, Iâm not going anywhere.â
âIf you think youâll somehow claw your way back up the social ladder, you can get rid of that pathetic idea right now.â Jeonghan all but growls, feeling a type of anxiousness he hasnât in years. âYou donât belong in this world anymore, and you never will.â
Maybe he was right, but that doesnât matter. Youâre not thinking of running away, especially from him. âScared Iâm gonna take your spot at the table?â
âYeah, right.â He laughs, but it doesnât sound as confident as he wants. âSomeone like you will never take anything from me.â
You look at him and let out a contemptuous laugh. It had been years, but Jeonghan had remained painfully unchanging. The crazed look in his eyes and tone of voice makes you smirk. âYou are scared.â
Jeonghan practically has steam coming out of his ears. He canât say anything, and heâs not entirely sure why. Youâre not at the same level as him anymore, but that doesnât seem to shake any of that annoying self-confidence youâve always had. Ironically, it feels like heâs the one on unsteady ground. An anxious feeling seeps into his stature because itâs like he can already hear his dadâs disappointed voice for letting you of all people shake him up.
âWell, you should be.â You say, wanting to get under his skin. âBecause I donât need money to get the things I want.â
Maybe those words triggered a reaction out of Jeonghan that was deeper than you realized, but it doesnât matter. As soon as you got accepted into the private school, your fate was sealed.
The day doesnât get much better for you as it goes on. Studying amongst the blue bloods wouldnât be so bad if you happened to be a regular poor person, but since you and your entire family fell from grace all those years ago, you donât have the luxury of going unnoticed. Their sly comments and sneers donât hurt, but they are unbearably annoying.
Expectedly, youâve made no new friends. Nearly every person looks at you like youâre an unwanted parasite, and you have a strong inkling that it has everything to do with what happened with Jeonghan in the morning. Itâs not surprising, but it makes you feel more alone than you expect.
When the school day is finally over and you think you can finally get away from all the turmoil youâre feeling, you walk out the building to see the one person who can make this day even worse. Your dad isnât alone. Heâs accompanied by his wife and her son, Seokmin. You barely have time to digest seeing him after so long before heâs turning his head in your direction and makes eye contact.
In a split second, his smile falters until itâs completely wiped off his face. The oh shit look he has on his face makes an unmistakable revulsion force its way up your throat. Many would feel comforted by the sight of their father approaching them, but all you can feel is the dislike and lack of affection you have for him. Briefly, you wonder why he thinks itâs a good idea to come up to you when itâs clear he didnât know that it was also your first day of school.
âY/N.â The way he speaks your name is awkward and unsure. âWhat are you doing here?â
If one more person asked you that, you swear you were going to rip your hair out. Instead of snarking at him to use his fucking eyes and take a look at what youâre wearing, you respond as calmly as you can. âI applied for a scholarship last year.â You tell him, feeling like you might cry. âMom said she left you a message.â
The grimace on his face makes you feel stupid and embarrassed, but you canât walk away like you want. It feels like your feet are rooted to the ground, and thereâs also the (not so) tiny fact that your mom would never forgive you if you walked away.
âI... I was going to call, but I wasnât sure if you wanted to hear from me.â
Youâre tempted to tell him that you know he hasnât given you a single thought in the last four years. Itâs blatantly obvious that his stepson is vastly more important to him than you are. You know that, and it no longer hurts as much as it used to.
âMom said she called you last week.â You repeat, trying not to let your voice give away all the emotions brewing inside you. âShe wants us to have dinner together tonight.â
His remorseful expression changes, and you know that heâs about to make things difficult for you all over again. âY/N, today isnâtââ
âNever mind.â You cut him off, not in the mood to hear his excuses. âYour family is waiting for you, and momâs waiting for me at home.â
Your dadâs wounded expression doesnât make you feel anything. Especially not when you notice Jeonghan and his idiot friends gawking at you from afar. You donât give your dad a chance to respond before you turn on your heel and walk away, hoping the angry tears poking the back of your eyes donât fall before you get out of their line of sight.
The trip home is longer than usual now that you have to take two buses instead of one. It gives you time to think, although, you wish you didnât have so much time to ponder your rampant thoughts. All you want to do is get home and sleep off the exhausting day you had.
Unfortunately for you, the universe had other plans that went directly against your wishes.
Directly in front of your apartment building, you can see your mom waiting for you. She has a pensive look on her face that can easily been mistaken with vexation, but you canât be sure when it comes to the same woman who never reacts the way you expect her to. Itâs rare to see a bright expression on your motherâs face these days, but she beams as soon as she sees you approaching.
âY/N!â She hurries over to you with expectant eyes. âDid you see your father?â
You wish she didnât look so excited as you nod silently, but her eyes seem to shine as she continues with her questioning. âHow did it go? Did he agree to come tonight?â
Of course she only cares about that. Not how your day at a new school was or if you were adjusting well. She didnât care if you liked the school nor was she interested to know if you made any friends. Itâs not disappointing anymore, just irritating.
âHe didnât know that I got a scholarship.â Like she told you a month ago. âHe didnât even show up to see me.â
The excited smile slips off your momâs face instantly. Her gaze turnes dark as a deep frown settles on her features. âWhat? How could you be so stupid?â Her voice rises into a hysteric yell. âI ask you to do one thing, and you canât even do that right!â
You clench your jaw as if that will somehow relieve the anger thatâs washing over you. Her degrading words are nothing new, but today itâs getting to you more than usual. âItâs not my fault he wants nothing to do with us. I told youââ
âShut up.â She growls. âI donât want to hear your excuses. I knew I couldnât count on you.â
A humorless laugh rips from your throat before you can stop it. âThen you shouldâve talked to him yourself instead of making me do it since youâre the one who wants to beg him for money.â
Knowing exactly how to get a reaction out of your mom is always satisfactory, until it isnât. âIâm only doing this for you! Do you think I want to beg him for money after he abandoned me? All Iâve done since he left is try to give you a better life, and Iâm sick of you punishing me for it!â
You couldâve laughed at the absurdity of her words. How could she think that when all these years it felt like you were the one being punished? Instead of telling her some overdue truths, you let out a quiet scoff. âWhatever. He wasnât going to agree to come no matter what I said to him, and you know it.â
Her silence feels like a victory, but itâs a temporary one. âWhat I know is that youâre only capable of disappointing me.â
You donât get a chance to respond before your mom brushes past you with an infuriated scowl. You look back angrily, watching her storm into the building. Thereâs a familiar anger burning fiercely in your chest as the argument lingers in your mind. Sheâs not worth your anger, but you canât stop the overflow of every ugly emotion youâve been bottling up since the morning.
Things donât get better after that first day.
Unfortunately for you, going to the cityâs most expensive private school doesnât get any easier with time. The year passes by slowly, and you canât truly enjoy it because youâre either studying or working. Itâs hard to do both, but you arenât left with much of a choice since your new school brought about unexpected expenses that your mom canât afford to pay for alone.
As the months pass by, you wonder if all your hard work is really worth it. This dangerous thought lingers in your mind when you get to school on a rainy day after missing your first bus. Youâre wet, cold, and tired. After pulling an all-nighter because you had to study for your history test, youâre not in the best mood. And because you apparently had the worst luck ever, Lee Seokmin just has to approach you to remind you that your dadâs birthday is just around the corner.
âIs there a reason youâre telling me this?â You wonder as you half-heartedly shove books into your locker.
âI just...â Seokminâs voice is meek and nervous. âAre you going to come to his party this time?â
Itâs funny that he assumed you were invited this time or any of the other times. âNo. I have work that day.â
Itâs not exactly a lie. Despite not knowing what day the celebration would be, you knew that youâd either be busy studying or working. Not that this seems to click with the trust fund brat that was abnormally attached to your father.
âYou canât ask for the day off? It would mean a lot to dad if you came.â
His sentence makes your chest and stomach tighten with incredulity and annoyance because itâs so out of touch with reality. You canât even laugh or feel angry. Itâs tempting to tell him that you know your dad couldnât care less if you went to his birthday party since he hadnât even bothered to tell you when or where it was happening. Somehow, you manage to stifle your growing ire to respond civilly.
âItâs not like heâs going to be devastated if I donât go.â You say calmly despite wanting to express the emotions that keep gnawing at your chest.
Seokmin frowns at your impassive attitude. âOf course heâll care. Heâs still your dadââ
âListen.â You cut him off, slamming your locker shut and finally turning your angry stare at him. âYou donât know shit. Just because heâs played the part of the perfect daddy with you for years, doesnât mean thatâs who he is. So just leave me alone before you piss me off.â
Seokmin shifts uncomfortably, wishing that he hadnât said anything in the first place. He never meant to antagonize you despite what youâre clearly thinking. He just wants to find some common ground with you. Childishly, he believes itâll get rid of the guilty feeling he gets every time he sees you.
âSorry.â Seokmin whispers. âIâll leave you alone.â
Taking out the resentment you have for your dad on Seokmin doesnât make you feel better. Somehow you manage to feel even worse after he walks away from you. This dejecting feeling doesnât go away even as the day goes on. It actually gets worse when you sit down at the library to study during your free period.
It feels like your mind is coming to a crashing halt after being on overdrive for months. You try to pull through even though youâre fucking exhausted. All the effort youâre putting into your studies is so you can win the Merit Scholarship that would pay for your college, and burning out at this point in time wasnât an option. The prospect of finally piecing your life back together to the way it was before makes it a little easier to ignore the fatigue and stress that lingers in your bones.
But for some reason this day (and the universe) seemed to be working against you.
âYouâre fucking lying.â The voice is familiar, but you canât place it.
âIâm not.â Now thereâs a voice you recognize. It belongs to Joshua Hongâa.k.a the evil church boy who identifies as Jeonghanâs bestie. âI was there when he did it.â
âThereâs no way Yoon Jeonghan applied for the Merit Scholarship.â
Those words make you freeze. Everything around you becomes a blur as disbelief clouds your senses. Instead of your mind racing with an excess amount of thoughts, thereâs only one that keeps bouncing around in your mind: Yoon Jeonghan did this on purpose.
âHe turned in the application months ago.â You swear you can hear a smirk in that deviantâs voice.
âDid his family go broke or something?â
âYeah, right.â A different voice scoffs. âHis dad just donated more money to have the arts building expanded. He definitely doesnât need that scholarship.â
There isnât many things you can see eye-to-eye on with the snobs at your school, but that last statement is definitely one thing you can agree on. Yoon Jeonghan doesnât need the scholarship. If you were anyone else, you would think him applying for the scholarship was some mystery with no reasonable explanation, but you know better. This was all because of your refusal to concede to him. Your actions had obviously struck a nerve with his pride, and now he was going to hit you where it hurt.
You canât even be fully angry. Not when itâs such a well thought out scheme. Still, you feel sick and unable to keep siting still to study. So you quickly gather your stuff and leave the library without noticing the pair of eyes that are watching your every move.
Josh snorts and pulls out his phone, quickly typing a message before sending it out with a satisfied smirk on his face.
Itâs done. You shouldâve seen her face LMAO.
If you think you can leave school peacefully to try and feel better, youâre proven wrong when you run into Jeonghan as youâre going home.
âYouâre leaving already?â He says in a sickly sweet voice as he starts walking beside you. âMaybe you should stick around and study. You wonât win the Merit Scholarship by slacking off.â
âI donât need to try that hard to beat you.â
Thereâs a subtle change in Jeonghanâs eyes as he glares at you. âI wouldnât be so sure. Donât forget that no matter how smart you are, youâre still a nobody to the people that matter.â
Maybe you shouldâve been less naive of the situation. Jeonghan was an asshole, but was also right. You just didnât know it yet.
Jeonghan begins to bother you more often after he lets you know he wants the scholarship. The remainder of the year he constantly torments and mocks you with the help of his snobby friends. Ignoring them isnât easy, but the thought that you wonât have to put up with them for much longer helps you power through.
Before you know it, the day the winner of the scholarship will be announced arrives.
The school has an entire ceremony dedicated to academic excellence, and you happen to be one of the students being honored. Friends and family were all encouraged to come since they were giving out multiple awards. Since Seokmin wasnât getting an academic award, your dad didnât bother to show up, but he did encourage you to beat Jeonghan via text. You didnât care so much because you had your mother there, and for the first time in a long time, she seemed genuinely happy. You could see her beaming at you proudly from where she sat.
In spite of all the arguments and resentment, you were thrilled that all your hard work had paid off. Finally, you were going to get your life back. All you had to do was win the scholarship and everything else would naturally fall into place. Youâre seated in the second row as the head of the foundation that provided the scholarship steps up to the podium to announce the winner.
Unfortunately, the name of the recipient for the Merit Scholarship is not yours. Maybe the blow wouldnât have been so devastating if the name that was announced didnât belong to Jeonghan.
That asshole is sitting in the row in front of you, and like the final killing blow he always delivers when messing with you, he turns around to give you a triumphant smirk. Anger and disappointment clash inside you as if fighting for dominance to see which one is the more prominent feeling. You can feel your hands trembling and your throat tightening. The situation is unjust and cruel, but that doesnât seem to matter to anyone except you.
This intense feeling worsens the more the situation sinks in. You donât even want to look at your mom because you know sheâs the only person whoâs more angry and humiliated than you are. Everyone is cheering and clapping, but you physically canât join in. Pretending to be happy for someone who had quite literally just ruined your life was something even you couldnât do.
When the ceremony is over, your mom doesnât say anything. Her expression is grim and veiled with muted anger. It makes the nerves in your stomach coil into an uncomfortable knot as you follow her out of the auditorium. You canât say anything as a thick silence engulfs you because you know anything you say wonât be enough to appease her anger.
âThis is just fantastic.â Her words come out in the form of an insincere laugh. âI worked my ass off to send you to this damn school, and this is how you repay me?â
Itâs tempting to tell her that youâre the one who worked hard to get into the school despite never wanting to step back into this world, but instead you bite your tongue. After all, thereâs no point in arguing with her. No amount of rage or disappointment will change the fact that you wonât be able to afford your dream college. With your current financial situation, pursuing higher education was out of the question, and because of your loss, so was the relationship with your mother.
âAfter all Iâve sacrificed!?â Her angry voice seems to echo throughout the large hallway, and you can feel the lingering people start to stare. âIâve given up my entire life for you, and you couldnât win that damn scholarship! You lost it to Yoon Jeonghan of all people!â
âMom.â Your voice is flat and tired. âThatâs enough. People are staring.â
Pointing that out would usually be enough to get her in check, but the deranged look in her eyes tells you that her anger goes beyond any embarrassment that her behavior might cause. âYouâre not even sorry, are you?â She scoffs in angry disbelief.
âNeither are you.â The words come out before you can stop them. âYou never had a problem with using me as your meal ticket until I didnât win, right?â
You hear a chorus of shocked gasps when a cold hand collides with your cheek. A stinging sensation is left behind that has a different type of anger coursing through your veins. Your hand trembles as you bring it up to hold your throbbing cheek. Angry tears pool in your eyes as you look into your motherâs remorseless eyes.
âHow dare you speak to me that way?â Her voice borders on a yell. âEvery single thing Iâve done has been for you and your future. If I knew you were this useless, I wouldnât have bothered.â
Your mom brushes past you as if youâre a perfect stranger to her. As if you mean nothing to her anymore. Holding the stinging tears in your eyes is painful, but that doesnât compare to the hurt your momâs words left behind.
Anger and misery collide together to form a weighing pressure on your chest that makes it difficult to breathe. It feels like your throat is closing in on itself, and you wonder if itâs because of the sob youâre holding in. The heavy tears fall from the top of your lids before you can try to blink them away. Itâs humiliating, but you can no longer suppress your emotions like youâd been doing the whole time.
The burning sensation in your cheek has turned into a dull ache at this point, but all you can focus on is the feelings that are eating you from the inside. You see your peers and their families gawking at you. The whispers, snickers, and pitiful glances feel like daggers cutting into you, yet all you can do is stand stolidly and cry silently.
Just when you think you canât feel any worse, you catch sight of Jeonghan and his family walking out of the auditorium with the head of the foundation. His father is shaking hands with the man, patting him on the back like someone would do to a longtime friend. Which is exactly what the head of the foundation is to him.
Now Jeonghanâs words from before made perfect sense. Youâre a fool to realize it this late. Not that it matters anymore. Everything is over now, and all you can do is walk away.
âYour dad really outdid himself.â
Jeonghan offers the girl on his arm a disinterested hum. Honestly, heâd rather to be anywhere else but the gala his dad throws every year. Magnificent as it always is, itâs so boring and draining that it feels more like work than anything. His eyes keep scanning the room for any sign of his friendsâor anyone that will save him from his boredom.
âOh my god!â Mina releases his arm from the death grip she has on it to push past him. âIs that Y/F/N!?â
Jeonghan has to pause for several reasons:
1) Hearing that name after so long makes his chest and stomach flip in the most unpleasant way. 2) Itâs unlikely that this airhead heiress is talking about you, but if she is, how is it possible that she knows who you are? 3) Thereâs no way you would be at his dadâs gala. 4) After disappearing for three years, it doesnât make sense that you would suddenly appear here of all places.
But when he follows Minaâs line of sight, he sees that it is you, looking more elegant and gorgeous than ever. Youâre wearing a designer gown that looks like it was custom made, and you have a tall, six foot nothing piece of arm candy by your side. Even Jeonghan canât deny that you look like a picture of perfection, and he canât even begin to figure out why or how youâre at his dadâs gala looking like that.
âAnd she's with Kim Mingyu!? Oh my god, I have to get a pictureâ!â
Jeonghan thinks Mina is joking until he sees that sheâs already halfway across the room, which is the fastest heâs seen her move all night. Maybe the champagne has gotten to his head because thereâs no fucking way any of this is real right now. To his horror, his date actually makes one of his fatherâs business associates take the picture.
âClose your mouth.â A familiar voice orders. âItâs unbecoming.â
His mom is coldly stringent with the delivery of her words. She doesnât look surprised, and it makes him feel sick. What the hell is going on?
âYour father invited her.â Her tone leaves no room for questions. âSo act like the gentleman I raised you to be, and go say hello.â
He canât argue because not only is he completely speechless, but also due to the fact that his mom is quick to leave him standing alone. Jeonghan knows his eyes are open wide in that angry way that makes him look like heâs crazy, but he doesnât care. Why was everyone suddenly acting like they were in some alternate universe?
âSon.â
Jeonghanâs body goes stiff. Immediately, he straightens his expression out as he turns to face his father. Heâs met with a familiarly cold expression. It makes the hairs on the back of his neck stand. Thereâs a thick silence that envelopes them for a brief moment before his dad begins to speak. âGet that stupid look off your face and join me to go greet our guests.â
Again, heâs left with no room to argue because his dad walks away from him. Jeonghan is quick to follow behind him, aware of the consequences that would befall him should he disobey. Much to his chagrin, he sees his date has wandered off after successfully getting a picture with you and your date. This bizarre situation paired with his fatherâs attitude makes Jeonghan feel like a clueless little boy all over again.
The feeling gets worse when he comes face to face with you for the first time in years.
Your pretty eyes settle on him for a brief moment that canât even be considered a full second before they look at his father. The man on your armâKim Mingyuâdoesnât acknowledge him at all. Jeonghanâs jaw ticks irritably, but he keeps his composure. Something else is clearly going on, and he would never hear the end of it if he ruined his dadâs covert plans.
âY/N! Mingyu! Iâm so glad you two made time to come!â Jeonghanâs father seems like a different person as he goes to shake hands with faux elation in his voice.
âWe canât stay long.â You say with an infuriatingly perfect smile. âBut youâll have to invite us next year because the event is fabulous.â
It irritates Jeonghan that his dad seems genuinely happy at receiving your stamp of approval. He wants to shake him and ask him if heâs lost his damn mind, but he can only plaster on a fake smile of his own.
âOf course.â Thereâs that fake politeness again. âSurely you two have time for a drink, though?â
Hearing his dad speak the way his employees do to him is sickening, and Jeonghan has to stop himself from gagging.
âJust one.â Mingyu says with a grin so charming that Jeonghan swears he hears some of the surrounding people swoon. âS.Coups is expecting us at his album release party. Iâm sure you understand.â
âOf course.â He says in an understanding tone that he wouldâve never used on Jeonghan. He doesnât get time to contemplate his dadâs out of character behavior because the older man turns to you with a smile.
âY/N, Iâm sure you remember my son, Jeonghan.â His father puts a hand on his shoulder and squeezes enough for it to hurt without making him visibly uncomfortable. âI think you two were still in high school the last time you saw each other.â
Finally, you two look each other in the face again. Your face is blankâa picture of impassive. Then, another beautiful smile graces your face. âThatâs right. Itâs good to see you again. How have you been?â
âIâve been busy with school.â He hopes his smile doesnât look as fake as it feels. âSo have you, I presume?â
Jeonghan feels proud of his subtle dig until he feels his father stiffen beside him. Your smile doesnât falter, but it does turn into an amused one as you share a look with Mingyu who doesn't bother to stifle the laugh that tumbles past his lips.
âJeonghan.â The glare his father is giving him means he was definitely going to hear about his apparent slip up later. âYou should go find Mina.â
Translation: Get lost before you embarrass me further.
âOh. Sure.â Jeonghan tries not to feel like a scolded little boy whoâs being shooed away. âIt was nice to meet you, Mingyu. Nice seeing you again, Y/N.â
Heâs not sure if you saying goodbye without a hint of amusement makes him feel better or worse.
The rest of the night proceeds smoothly, but Jeonghan has to leave early so he can avoid an awkward car ride back to the house with his parents. Not that it makes any difference because he can tell his dad is still very much angry at him when he gets home.
âI told you to go over the information my secretary gave you.â
His dad has a way of speaking that makes Jeonghan feel like heâs getting yelled at even though he isnât. It makes him wish he hadnât gotten drunk with Soonyoung instead of going over that damn binder full of names and faces. Obviously thinking heâd be able to skate by like all the other times was a severe miscalculation.
âYou spend so much time on that damn phone that I thought youâd know Y/F/N and Kim Mingyu are at the top of the modeling industry right now. Iâve been trying to convince them to advertise our new cosmetic line for weeks!â
Jeonghan feels like his ears are ringing because thereâs no way. He fights the urge to pull out his phone and search for confirmation. Maybe he shouldâve done that when he got home instead of opening up the whiskey in his dadâs liquor cabinet.
âYou said they didnât seem offended that Jeonghan didnât know who they wereââ His mom is cut off by his dadâs angry yell.
âThat doesnât change the fact that your brilliant son still refuses to do what I ask of him!â
Thereâs a tense silence in the room as Jeonghan has to withstand the most scornful glare heâs gotten in his life. His father has a crazy look in his eye that makes Jeonghan feel two feet tall. âAny time they advertise a product, it sells out within days. If they refuse to endorse our products because of youâ!â
âHoney,â his mother goes to her husband to placate him. âJeonghan will apologize to them. Isnât that right, son?â
She might not be yelling, but her voice is cold as ice, and Jeonghan is left with no room to disagree.
Thereâs not much that can intimidate Jeonghan, but even he has to admit that being in such foreign territory feels unnervingly daunting. After his dadâs secretary did some digging, he found out you were doing a photo shoot near his college. Itâs a closed set, but luckily having the last name Yoon is like having an all access pass to pretty much any place he can think of.
This works until he tries to approach you as youâre getting your makeup touched up. Two burly men stop him from getting close, and a man who he wouldâve assumed to be a model if it wasnât for the way he was dressed stands behind them with a raised eyebrow.
âI made it clear to Lee Chan that there would be no interview.â His voice is rough and meanâsomething Jeonghan isnât used to getting from anyone aside from his parents.
Jeonghan doesnât know if he should be more offended that this guy assumed him to be of the working class or that he was being treated like someone that was beneath you. âNo, thatâs notâIâm a friend.â
The guy looks mildly surprised before he looks back at you. âYou know this guy, Y/N?â
You look up from your phone with the same blank expression from the gala. Because youâve acted cordial so far, Jeonghan doesnât expect the next words to come out of your mouth. âNo. I donât.â
Jeonghan thinks about causing a scene, but then he knows that wonât help his predicament. So he lets himself be escorted off the sight, feeling more humiliated than ever. Itâs unlike him to give up (not to mention that itâs not an option), which is why he waits by a car that undoubtedly belongs to you. To think that he would be reduced to go this far just to apologize to you is infuriating.
âThereâs that creep from before.â Your manager frowns as you and your team are walking to the car.
You smirk, knowing whatâs going to come next is going to be the highlight of your day. âItâs alright, Jihoon. Heâs probably just a fan.â
Jeonghan is surprised when you gesture for him to come towards you while your team starts to get ready to leave. He clenches his jaw when he sees an arrogant smirk on your face. âIs there a reason youâre acting like a stalker and crashing my shoot?â
Insulting you is something Jeonghan wishes he had the option of doing, but heâs not willing to disappoint his father over some temporary satisfaction. After all, he only needs to give you an insincere apology and everything would be fine. So he takes a deep breath and hopes his words donât come out sarcastic or mocking.
âI wanted to apologize for the other night.â Okay. That sounded somewhat sincere. âI didnât knowââ
âThat your daddyâs been begging me to advertise his product?â You laugh. âI guess you just assumed that I married some rich guy to crawl my way up the social ladder, right?â
Shit. He has to do some damage control, and fast. âNoâNo. Thatâs not it at all...â
You wait for him to finish, but it really seems like he has nothing else to say. Itâs not surprising, but it is amusing. Jeonghan still expected things to work in his favor just because of who he was, but he was in for a rude awakening. You step toward him with a vengeful smile on your face. âThat apology is pathetic as you are.â
âWhat?â Jeonghan growls, unable to keep up this fake politeness heâs been showing you until now.
âYou know, when your dad came to my agency to beg me to advertise those shitty products he came out with, I couldnât help but think that you really are his son.â Your sneer is meaner than he remembers. âIt was fun seeing him kiss my ass and offer me so much money, but you know what? I think trashing your daddyâs new product line is going to be so much more fun.â
You bump his shoulder as you walk past him, leaving him feeling like a bucket of ice cold water was dumped over his head. There was a malicious calmness in your tone that didnât sit well with him at all.
Jeonghan quickly tries to do some damage control because even if you didnât agree to advertise the new cosmetic line, Kim Mingyu could surely be swayed. The only problem is that he underestimated how much influence you actually have. Not only does the male model reject the apology, but he also officially declines the offer his fatherâs company made him.
If that wasnât enough to piss his father off, you also decline the offer and follow it with a slanderous live that wasnât technically slanderous under the court of law. Many comments came in about you potentially modeling for the line when you flat out said you didnât particularly care for their products since they werenât animal friendly and were overpriced. That caused enough backlash for the campaign ads that were underway to be halted immediately.
Despite trying to tell his parents that you never had any intention of advertising their products, he still found himself kicked out of the grand mansion he grew up in and forced to go stay at the frat house with eight other guys.
âHold on. You know the Y/F/N!?â His friend yells after Jeonghan is done explaining why he got cut off. âYou fucking traitor! How could you hide this from me when you know how much I love her?â
Jeonghan glares at Soonyoung, wanting to throttle him for only focusing on that part of the story. Also, he isnât to blame for failing to realize the queen of the modeling industry his friend was always referring to was you.
âI still canât believe you didn't know how famous she is.â Seungkwan says with a scoff. âSheâs literally in a bunch of ads and magazines. Plus, she always walks in important fashion shows.â
Wonwoo smirks when Jeonghan pouts like a petulant child. The curiosity is eating away at him, and he feels the need to ask about something thatâs not fully making sense to him. âSo, youâre saying that Y/F/N did this because youâve hated each other since you were kids?â
âSheâs still not over me winning the scholarship she wanted.â Jeonghan says with a scowl. âBecause of her, I have to do well on this interview so I can have some money to hold me over until I get full access to my trust next month.â
âYouâre seriously going to apply for an internship at Vogue?â Soonyoung wonders with a raised eyebrow. âWonât you be paid slave wages?â
Wonwoo and Seungkwan snicker, ignoring the glare Jeonghan throws their way. So the pay wouldnât be great, but it was Vogue. To have an internship like that on his resume would do wonders for his career. Maybe money wasnât the main attraction to the internship, but what he would get out of it would be worth so much more.
At least, thatâs what he thinks until heâs sent to go help with a fitting for Xu Minghaoâs upcoming spring collection. Thereâs plenty of models around who are needing minor alterations to the clothes theyâre wearing, and Jeonghan has the great misfortune of handling the alterations needed for your dress.
Aside from you laughing at the fact that heâs literally on his knees, adjusting the hemline of the dress you have on, thereâs nothing out of the ordinary. Until he accidentally pokes you with the needle, that is. The ow you let out isnât overly loud, but it is enough to grab the attention of Xu Minghao and Jeonghanâs direct supervisor.
âY/N, darling, whatâs wrong?â Minghao asks you, grabbing your hands as he eyes you up and down.
âNothing. IâI just thought youâd have interns who are capable of not poking the models when they do the alterations.â You say with a slight grimace, knowing exactly what pulls at the designerâs heart strings.
Jeonghan receives two withering glares, and before the day is over he no longer has a job.
Exacting your revenge was one of the greatest feelings youâd ever felt. The outcome of your actions was more than justified, but your manager didnât seem to think so. Your behavior confused him because he never knew you to be so spiteful to someone who simply made a mistake.
âAre you gonna tell me whatâs going on between you and that intern you got fired?â
You look up from the newly posted pictures from the Armani show that you closed last week. Jihoonâs eyes are still fixed on the road, but heâs always had this annoying skill for seeing right through you without even looking at you. Thereâs no use in lying to himânot that you were planning to. You just thought youâd have a little more time to enjoy your revenge before telling the only person who knew about your past with that trust fund brat.
âThat intern is Yoon Jeonghan.â
Jihoonâs eyes widen when he hears the name of the person you despise the most in the world. He looks at the rear view mirror to see that youâre back to staring at your phone. He quickly focuses back on the road, grip tightening on the steering wheel.
âOh.â He murmurs, unsure of what to say. âThe same guy whoâ?â
He cuts himself off, but you know what he was about to say. The same guy who ruined your life? You donât bother to finish the sentence for him.
âThe very one.â
Itâs silent for a moment before Jihoon speaks again. âDonât you think you went a little too far?â
You donât look up, but he notices the tightening of your jaw. The pause you take isnât long, but it feels that way. âHe has a trust fund to fall back on unlike me who had nothing when my mom kicked me out for not winning the scholarship he stole from me.â
Jihoon doesnât say anything. Youâre speaking about the worst moment of your life so casually that anyone would think it doesnât bother you anymore, but he knows the truth.
âDid you hear back from the agency?â You ask, not wanting to keep talking about the past.
âYeah. They donât mind you going to classes for this semester as long as you still do the Marc Jacobs show in Milan and the Versace show in Paris.â
âI also promised Jun Iâd do his New York show.â You mention with a victorious smile.
Jihoon hums in acknowledgment. Heâs not against the idea of you taking your college classes in person for a semester, but he wonders if it will be okay.
As usual, your manager was right to worry.
Weeks of your college experience go by without any problems. During that time you didnât notice that Jeonghan had been watching you. He didnât follow you around or anything like that, but he had observed you long enough to notice that you were oddly attached to your laptop that looked like it was in need of a serious upgrade. And he knows. Thatâs the ticket to his revenge. So he patiently waits for his chance to grab that ticket.
It takes some convincing (a large sum of money) for Jeonghan to get his English professor to pair you with him for the upcoming project. All he needs to do is get that laptop from you to get the revenge he craves.
You, on the other hand, couldnât be more angry. Never mind the fact that there was this perpetual animosity between you and your partner. Jeonghan was also one of the most idiotic people you had ever met. Carrying him on this project was the last thing you wanted to do.
âDonât expect me to do all the work. I donât care if have photo shoots or whatever. Make sure you know the material.â
You almost let out an incredulous scoff at his audacity, but instead you just give him an arrogant smile. âI think you forget that youâre the one who always lost to me when it came to academics.â
Jeonghan gives you smug smirk of his own. âAnd yet Iâm the one who won the Merit Scholarship.â
For the first time since heâs seen you again, your arrogant expression falters. Heâs not allowed to enjoy the dumb look on your face because youâre quick to smooth it out as if you werenât slighted by his comment. Itâs almost amazing how quickly you manage to cover up your expression.
âPlease.â You scoff, trying not to yell at him in the middle of the library. âYour daddy bought that for you just like everything else you have. Too bad intelligence is something that even he canât afford to get you.â
Jeonghan looks like he did all those years ago on your first day of senior year. His expression is so funny that you canât help but laugh at him. Your mellifluous laughter catches the attention of some of the people sitting not too far from you who happened to be apparent fans of yours. The pair doesnât hesitate to walk over to your table and ask for a picture.
You stand up and pose with each of them with that friendly smile you give to everyone except Jeonghan. While your back is turned, he sees your laptop slightly sticking out of your bag. Itâs almost too easy to the grab the device and stick it in his own bag. He does it with a precision and smoothness that takes even him by surprise.
As soon as youâre done, you turn back to see Jeonghan gathering the books on the table, bag already slung over his shoulder like heâs ready to leave.
âWhat the hell? Youâre leaving?â You say, annoyed that he was already not pulling his weight this early on.
âI have things to do.â Jeonghan says with a shrug. âIâll text you later to let you know when Iâm free to meet up.â
He leaves you frowning and unaware that he took the single most important item you own.
Itâs not until you get back home that you realize your laptop is missing. You panic, practically tearing the house apart trying to find it. Every moment of the day flashes through your mind because you did have a tendency to forget things. It was the reason why Jihoon was responsible for handling most of your personal items when you did shoots.
Jihoon. You think as you search your room for the third time. Heâs going to be so disappointed and angry.
The contents in the laptop isnât what youâre worried about, but the laptop itself. Jihoon bought it for you after he convinced your agency that taking online classes would not affect your work. It meant so much to you because he was the only person who knew how much you had wanted to go to college despite not being able to after you graduated high school.
Youâre nearly in tears after realizing that you really had lost it. Even if you went back to the campus early in the morning, it would take you forever to look for it in all the places youâd been to. Just as youâre about to call Jihoon to tell him what happened, you get a text from the last person you want to hear from.
Jeonghan sent a picture of himself holding your most prized possession with an infuriating message attached to it: Youâll get your laptop back if come to my party tonight and take a picture with my friend.
Itâs a trap. You know it is. And yet, you still find yourself at the address you were given by the devil incarnate. The frat house is loud and full of people who donât seem to care or notice who you are. Not that you mind. You only hope Jeonghan doesnât make things difficult and gives you your laptop right away.
âY/N!â The deviant yells your name when you finally find him.
Jeonghan is clearly drunk, holding your precious laptop close to him as he drinks some cheap beer. You keep a level head, knowing he just wants a reaction out of you. âWhereâs your friend?â
Straight to the point, as always. Jeonghan smirks and whispers something to the boy next to him. His friend disappears into the crowd and returns with someone else minutes later. Itâs a cute guy with shining eyes and an adorable smile.
âI love you.â He blurts once he sees you, a blush suffusing his entire face. âYouâre so pretty and amazingâ!â
Heâs drunk, you can tell, but he also seems sincere. It makes you think maybe that rat Jeonghan has actually done this as some twisted way to make his friendâs wish come true. Even if thatâs not the case, you could never be mean to someone who supports youâeven if that person is friends with someone like Jeonghan.
âLetâs take a picture.â You say with a smile thatâs surprisingly easy to conjure.
Naively, you think that Jeonghan will give you the thing you cherish the most after you comply to his wishes. After his friend leaves, he makes no move to give you your laptop. You shouldâve expected it, but it still infuriates you.
âI canât believe you actually came and did what I asked. It makes me wonder what you're hiding in here.â Jeonghan slurs with a smirk that makes you want to throttle him. âI bet you regret acting the way you have.â
You know heâs talking about the things youâve done to him as soon as you saw him again, and you resist the urge to scream at him that this is nothing compared to what he did to you. Both of you are too focused on each other to see the camera aimed at the rapidly unfolding fight.
âJust give it back, idiot.â You seethe, trying to keep your composure because things are on the verge of getting messy.
âIâm surprised that top model Y/F/N still has this shitty model. Maybe you should think about upgrading.â
Jeonghan laughs again and tauntingly holds out your laptop. As you step forward to grab it, the sleek device slips out of his hand. Everything seems to go in slow motion as you watch the laptop hit the floor and break open. The screen completely detached from the keyboard, and despite being turned off, you can see the cracks that covered half the screen.
You can hear laughter and immature ohs filling up the space. All rational thoughts are ejected from your mind as you grab a cup from a random party-goer and throw it in Jeonghanâs face. The crowd seems to go wild, but thatâs not what youâre focused on. Jeonghan doesnât look shocked or angry. In fact, he looks a lot like the cat who ate the canary.
You realize too late that the guy from before is pointing his phone at you. Thereâs a sinking feeling in your stomach, but you easily mask your panic and go to pick up the pieces of your broken laptop. The night ends with you running out of the house and a video of you throwing beer in Jeonghanâs face being uploaded for the world to see.
This leaves Jeonghan feeling very pleased with himself.
When he first found out you were going to attend the college he worked so hard to make sure you didnât get into, it felt like he was living in his worst nightmare. But now with you getting backlash for throwing beer in his face, heâs never felt better. His parents had even reached out to him to get dinner and discuss him moving back in.
âIâm literally never talking to you again.â Soonyoung glares at him with deep resentment. âHow could you use me to set up Y/F/N? She probably hates me now.â
Jeonghan rolls his eyes as Seungkwan sympathetically pats his friend on the back. âDonât worry. Iâm sure she hates Jeonghan way more.â
Wonwoo snorts while Soonyoungâs pout gets more sulky by the second. While anyone could agree that Jeonghanâs actions were petty and borderline sociopathic, most of the frat was just glad to have him go back to normal. His temperament had been exponentially worse since you decided to finish the semester in person.
The victory, however, is short-lived.
Two days after the video Jeonghanâs frat brother initially posted, you post a video of your own. The caption was nothing short of absolving: Guess heâs mad I didnât want to endorse the products his daddy tests on animals.
Itâs a factor Jeonghan didnât consider. Someone else had filmed the entire thing from the part where heâs taunting you about your laptop to the part where he so clearly drops it on purpose and you react by throwing beer in his face. Itâs almost comedic how fast public opinion changes. The stocks to his fatherâs company plummet not even a full hour after you post the video, and Jeonghan is getting way more backlash than you did.
When he sees his dad blowing up his phone, he knows this is the final nail in the coffin that will sever the ties with his family.
Meanwhile, youâre not holding up much better. In spite of managing to spin the situation in your favor, your agency is still displeased that you were involved in a scandal at all. Not to mention that Jihoon is clearly disappointed in you. Itâs to be expected since heâs the one who helped you convince everyone that taking classes in person wouldnât be a problem.
âYou told me you didnât want anything to do with Yoon Jeonghan.â Jihoon reminds you two stand in your living room. âWhy did you go there in the first place when youâre the one always saying he's some sort of evil mastermind?â
You frown at him, feeling tears of frustration begin to gather in your eyes. âHe took the laptop you gave me! How could I let him keep it when you bought it on the salary you had back then?â
Jihoonâs features soften instantly. He lets out a deep sigh and pulls you into his arms. So thatâs why. Even he had failed to remember how much that old laptop meant to you. It makes him smile as you quietly sniffle into his shoulder. Jihoon thinks back to when he bought you the laptop and how grateful you had been. He can still remember clearly how you told him that he was the only person to ever believe in your dreams.
âIâm sorry.â He says as he gently pats your back. âI forgot how much that laptop means to you, but Iâll buy you a new one, okay? I shouldâve gotten you a new one a long time ago, anyway. Thanks to you and Mingyu, my salary has increased.â
Even after he gets a tearful laugh, Jihoon wonders if going to college is really whatâs best for you. Heâs the last person who would want to stop you from chasing your real dream, but he canât shake the feeling that your war with Yoon Jeonghan is far from over.
Jeonghan is an easy going guy who can laugh at his own misfortune, but he really doesnât see the humor in you single-handedly ruining his life. His friends disagree. Especially Josh, who came down to visit him after years of being abroad.
âI donât know why youâre acting all surprised. If I was Y/N, Iâd try to ruin your life too.â Josh says before he takes a bite of his food. âActually, Iâm surprised that she didnât try sooner. Especially after what happened at the awards ceremony.â
Soonyoung and Seungkwanâs curiosity is piqued upon hearing that last statement. They lean forward, abandoning all interest in the exquisite food in front of them. In the rendition of Jeonghanâs backstory of the supermodel that hates him, there was no mention of an awards ceremony.
âWhat happened at the awards ceremony?â Wonwoo asks immediately, not understanding why Jeonghan genuinely looks like he doesnât know what Josh is talking about.
The atmosphere has quickly changed, and Jeonghan canât figure out why Josh is making that day seem like it was something more than it was. But there was this feeling in the pit of his stomach that kept growing bigger and bigger. Had something else happened that he didnât know about?
Josh notices the tense silence thatâs suddenly surrounding the table and clears his throat. âI mean, technically, Jeonghan is the one who plotted to ruin Y/Nâs life first. Heâs the reason her mom went all psycho on her at our end of the year awards ceremony.â
The silence from before gets thicker and more uncomfortable the longer it lasts. Jeonghan looks like heâs just heard some life altering revelation while Josh is looking as clueless as the rest of the boys.
âWaitââ Josh puts down his fork, eyes wide with disbelief. âWhy are you acting like you donât know?â
âI...â Jeonghan swallows thickly. All he remembers from that day is that vacant expression you had on your face when he won the scholarship. The one that still makes him feel like someone is reaching inside his chest and squeezing his heart.
âSo what exactly happened?â Seungkwan asks since his friend canât seem to even think straight.
âWe were all mean to her.â Josh admits with a sigh. âI mean, sheâs the daughter of a failed businessman, plus she had beef with Hannie since birth. It was too easy to give her shit and fuck with her.â
His friends are uncharacteristically quiet, and itâs so uncomfortable that Jeonghan just wants to die. But not before he hears about what Josh meant about the awards ceremony.
âWhen Jeonghan found out she applied for the Merit Scholarship, he applied for it too. His dad is friends with the guy who was head of the scholarship foundation, so of course he was going to get it. We all thought itâd be pretty funny to see how her parents would react when she lost.â
Jeonghanâs friends give him very judgmental stares that he honestly deserves.
âBut I didn't get to.â Jeonghan recalls quietly. âY/N and her mom left the auditorium right after, and I had to stay behind to take a bunch of pictures for the schoolâs newsletter.â
Thereâs another tense silence where Joshua looks like he has some sort of dilema. He wonders if telling Jeonghan after so long is only going to make things worse.
âYou said Y/Nâs mom went all psycho on her.â Wonwoo says. âHow is that Jeonghanâs fault?â
âAside Y/N wouldâve gotten that scholarship if it wasnât for Jeonghan, her mom was mad because she lost to him in particular. As soon as they got outside she started yelling at her about how useless she was. She even slapped her in front of everyone and basically disowned her."
âDamn.â Is all Soonyoung is able to say before turning to Jeonghan. âI would hate you too.â
Jeonghan canât say anything because heâs thinking the exact same thing.
After a very eye-opening lunch, Jeonghan realizes now that you wonât stop your revenge until youâve completely destroyed him. This sends him into a panic and makes him come up with a plan that will hopefully knock you down a few pegs.
Jeonghan enlists the help of your stepbrother, Seokmin. Unbeknownst to maybe the kindest guy heâs ever met, he helps Jeonghan lure not only you, but also your dad to the silent auction your university is hosting. Getting you two to arrive at the same times is a bit tricky, but Jeonghan manages to pull it off after telling Seokmin to give your father a certain time.
All Jeonghan has to do is linger by the entrance and wait for you to arrive. Which you do, and in a beautiful dress, no less. Itâs almost a pity that your night is going to be ruined in approximately five seconds. Heâs far enough for you to not notice him yet and close enough to hear your father call out to you from behind.
âY/N.â
You freeze at the sound of your name being spoken. It had been years, but you would never forget that voice. You turn around slowly, feeling an onslaught of emotions hit you like a truck when you see your father standing in front of you.
Thereâs a tension between you and your father that Jeonghan recognizes immediately. For some reason, it makes him feel uncomfortable rather than satisfied. He's not sure why that is, but he can't stop watching. Itâs unexpected because despite knowing that you were estranged from him, he didnât expect it to be like this.
âHow have you been?â Your father is hesitant in his movements as he steps closer to you.
You hate feeling the way you currently do; like a little girl whoâs powerless in front of her father. The feeling is worse because heâs staring at you like he never abandoned you to start another life that didnât involve you.
âYouâve seen the articles.â You reply coldly. âDonât pretend like you donât know.â
The tense atmosphere affects even Jeonghan, and he canât help but start to feel a little regret because this is not what he had in mind at all. Itâs not funny nor does it satiate the vengeful side you always brought out in him. Right now, the situation feels like some sort of erroneous event that shouldâve never happened in the first place.
âI was pleased to see what youâve done to the Yoon family.â He genuinely sounds proud, but youâre not twelve years old anymore so it doesnât mean anything to you. All it does is make you feel sick. âHonestly, I never thought youâd be able to do it. You surprised me.â
Jeonghan canât laugh. It should be funny, but it's not. Your father is giving you a back-handed compliment despite being one of the top models in the industry and someone who has the potential to be a global star. Instead of that sweet feeling heâs always gotten from messing with you, all he feels is disgust.
âIâm sure your mom is pleased as well.â He says awkwardly after you donât say anything. âHow is she, by the way?â
The last thing you want to talk about is her, but his ignorance to the feelings you harbor for your mom actually makes you scoff in bewilderment. Emotions you thought youâd gotten rid of long ago start to push at the surface and gather at the center of your chest. You hate that you canât shove them away and pretend theyâre not affecting you the way they are.
Jeonghan flinches when your next words come out in the phonic form of ice. âYou know I havenât talked to her since she kicked me out of her house.â
Thereâs this long pause where the entire vicinity seems to have gone as cold as your voice. The candor of your words make Jeonghanâs jaw drop. An intense discomfort seeps into his veins and strikes him right in the chest. The story Joshua told him is undoubtedly true, and now heâs starting to realize he was the one who put that domino effect into place.
âI wouldâve helped you if you let meââ
Your dad stops talking when you start laughing. Itâs not a joyful or amused laugh. Itâs cold and resentful. You almost canât believe the audacity that your father has. His selective memory has always pissed you off, but now he was crossing the line.
âWhy are you here?â You demand, unwilling to prolong this unexpected encounter. âThis is an alumni event.â
âSeokmin invited me.â His answer shouldnât have disappointed you, but for some infuriating reason it still did. âI didnât expect to see you here.â
Thereâs so many things that you want to say. All these years you thought about how it would all play out if you saw him again, but now that itâs actually happening, you canât say anything that you wanted to.
âThe actions youâve taken against the Yoon family have impressed me so far.â He says like youâll be happy about his praise. âI thought it would be appropriate to say this to you. Thatâs all.â
When you see that familiar contempt and unimpressed expression on your fatherâs face, you canât help but think that you shouldâve never left your house to come out. The figure in your peripheral vision hasnât moved, and you can only assume heâs waiting for you to react the way he wants.
The silence that looms is tense and uncomfortable. Even Jeonghan can feel it from where heâs watching. Itâs strange. The scene in front of him should be satisfying, but itâs not. Not even close.
âWhat is it that you want to say, then?â
âI know for a fact that Yoon Jeonghan is planning to use a large part of his trust to buy your rival agency. Iâll loan you a substantial amount of money to counter that offer and steal it from him.â
Now, thereâs not much that can catch Jeonghan off guard, but what the fuck. His intentions and deals were strictly confidential. How was it possible that your father knew?
âIâm sure you know the reason this chance is so important.â
That anticlimactic moment makes Jeonghan pause. He vaguely recognizes the sick feeling in his stomach as one of realization. The scene in front of him was nothing more then a distorted reflection of his own relationship with his father.
In the time he hadnât seen you, youâd gotten good at schooling your reactions, but now anyone can see how helpless you feel. That expression reminds him of how he felt when his own father told him to buy the agency and find a model that was capable of taking the crown youâve had for the last two years. It was never about Jeonghanâs happiness, it was all about his dadâs vanity and ego. He could see now that was still the case for you as well.
âYou want me to humiliate him and his family one more time.â
Your father smirks. âNow youâre getting it. You need to prove to everyoneâespecially that boy and his familyâthat youâve always been better.â
All the things youâve done to Jeonghan come to the forefront of your mind and you suddenly feel more sick and disgusted than ever. This entire time you inadvertently pushed your obsessive fatherâs agenda because you were still angry about something that happened years ago. Thereâs this tight knot in your throat that suddenly makes it hard to speak, but you manage anyway.
âWhen are you going to stop using me for your petty rivalry?â You demand angrily. âIâm not going to be the kind of person who steps on other people for no reason.â
Your father scoffs, furious eyes filled with disappointment. âNo reason?â
His laughter that follows is cold and manic. âYou think this is just about my dislike for that family? No. This is about who youâre going to turn out to be. Are you going to be weak? Swayed by every sob story that crosses your path? How do you expect to take over my company if youâre so spineless?â
Jeonghan doesnât feel any satisfaction like he expects. Instead he feels this ugly, jagged feeling deep in his chest. He feels like he's watching some sort of reenactment of him and his own father.
âDonât forget. I have no use for such a pathetic daughter.â
The silence feels like itâs going to last forever, and in the stillness, Jeonghan feels sorry for you. This entire time he had been so stuck on his own turmoil that he forgot you were also the verge of being crushed by the weight of your familyâs expectations. Just like his own father, your dad clearly had no regard for anyoneâs feelingsâeven his own childâs. The test of time hadnât changed him at all. Unfortunately, the same could be said for his father. It was disheartening to know that you were both nothing more than pawns in their childish game of revenge.
âThatâs funny because right now the pathetic one is you.â Jeonghan feels oddly proud at how cutthroat you sound right now. âDonât act like that company is something you can give away, you know, since it belongs to your wife and not you.â
Your truthful words finally manage to silence him, but you canât stop there. âPlus, I know youâd rather give everything you have to Seokmin anyway, right? I mean, he is the son youâve always wanted.â
âDonât blame him for my mistakes, Y/N.â
âGodâWhen are you going to open your fucking eyes and realize I donât blame anyone else but you!?â You suddenly yell, unable to keep stifling your feelings.
Itâs quiet for a moment before your father speaks again, his voice cold and calculating. âWhat about the Yoon family? Donât you blame them? Arenât they the ones who crushed your dreams?â
Jeonghan holds his breath despite knowing your answer. Of course you did. There was no way you didnât. If the roles were reversed, he would, too.
You did blame that fucking family for a lot, but never for what your parents did to you. They had nothing to do with the fact that your mom and dad arenât worthy of being parents. Also, if you truly thought back on it (which you hadâcountless times), your parents were the one who destroyed your dreams before anyone else could.
âWhy would I blame anyone else for what you and your ex wife did to me? You two are the ones who decided I was useless because I couldnât get you back to where you wanted to be.â You say, voice void of any perceptible emotion.
The silence is thick and heavy with tension. You swallow thickly and belatedly remember that youâre being watched. By this time, you imagine Jeonghan has enough material to humiliate you accordingly, but youâre too fucking exhausted to care. The petty actions youâve taken so far were justified in your eyes, but even so, you wish you had just let it go. Talking to the man who abandoned you and only came looking for you when he deemed you as useful let you see that.
âJust leave.â Dad. You almost say it like heâs worthy of being that. âDo what you want with this sick obsession you have with the Yoon family, but leave me out of it because Iâm done being used for your petty revenge.â
Your father scoffs. âI knew you didnât have what it takes. Iâll go, but Iâll leave you with this: Yoon Jeonghanâs father knows his son will stop at nothing to destroy you. He was bragging about how his son was going to ruin you with this agency heâs going to buy. Think about that next time you want to be the better person.â
With that, he walks away from you, possibly for the last time.
Despite feeling numb, thereâs still angry tears poking the back of your eyes. You let out a shaky sigh, knowing now isnât the time to cry like you want. âAre you going keep hiding in the shadows like you didnât set this up?â
Jeonghanâs blood runs cold, and for a moment he contemplates on running. Heâs not exactly sure how you found out or even knew that he was watching, but there was no point in pretending. As usual, you knew everything.
You turn around, face still a mess of emotions. Two hours before, you mightâve cared about losing face in front of Jeonghan, but that was no longer the case. No matter what actions he took against you after this, you were done feeding into this game. As soon as the semester was over, you were going back to your normal life and leave behind all these shitty memories.
The expression on your face is eerily similar to the one from when he took your scholarshipâa look of defeated resignation. Jeonghan figures that he gets a similar expression on his face when he fights with his dad. That suffocated look is one he knows all too well.
âYouâre not going to say anything?â
Jeonghan is reminded of that first day of senior year when he saw you again. In that split second as you're gazing at him with crystal-like tears shining in your pretty eyes, he makes a decision.
âBe my girlfriend.â
His words hang in the air, and you can only look at Jeonghan like heâs lost his mind. You two stare at each other, until you finally manage to form some words through your bewilderment. âWhat? What are youâ?â
âBe my girlfriend.â He says with more conviction. âAnd help me get revenge on our parents.â
You blink, feeling more confused than ever. Briefly, you wonder if the intensity of your emotions has driven you into some sort of delirium. Either that, or Jeonghan really has lost his mind.
âDonât look at me like that.â He actually pouts at you. âYou said you were done being used by your dad. I feel the same way. Iâm tired of only being useful for their sick obsession.â
Maybe itâs the exhaustion you feel from all the emotions youâve ran dry or maybe itâs because the little snake actually sounds convincing, but either way you agree.
âFine, but I have conditions.â
Realistically, Jeonghan knew that (fake) dating you wouldnât be easy, but he never expected to be put on blast like he has beenâleast of all by you. Heâs waiting outside your last class, trying to pretend like heâs not furious.
âAngel face.â Jeonghanâs smile is deceptively calm and pretty. âWe need to talk.â
You grimace at him as he loops his arm through yours and begins walking you out of the building towards his sleek car. âYeah, we do because what the hell is that pet name? It makes you sound like some middle-aged creep.â
Jeonghan laughs stiffly, not wanting to attract the wrong kind of attention. People were already skeptical about your relationship, and he couldnât let his brilliant plan fail before it got to the good part. He manages to keep his cool and even opens the passenger door for you, gently stroking your head as you get in. Itâs almost annoying how good he is at acting affectionate.
âYouâre breaking your own rules.â Jeonghan scowls as he starts the car.
You already know heâs talking about your interview that went public an hour ago. His deep frown makes you smirk. âDonât be mad at me, angel face.â
Jeonghanâs annoyance is oddly soothed by your cute laughter, and he briefly wonders if heâs starting to go insane. His friends would likely tell him that he is. Meanwhile, youâre also wondering if youâre going insane because the surly pout Jeonghan has on his face isnât as off-putting as it usually is.
âI did what was necessary for the plan.â You explain, trying not to sound like youâre mocking him. âNow everyone likes us together. See?â
Jeonghan finally looks at your phone when he gets to a stoplight. Even just skimming the comments under the article, he can see the tides beginning to shift in his favor. He looks back at the road with a pout. Sure, everything was in the name of revenge, but he wasnât sure if the humiliation was worth it.
âI guess, but... I donât think you had to say that I cried while begging for your forgiveness.â
You give him an annoyed look. âHonestly, thatâs the least you could do to repent for everything that youâve done to me. Just consider yourself lucky that I let everything slide due to our mutual need to get revenge.â
Jeonghan scoffs, but says nothing else the entire time he drives to the restaurant heâs been dying to eat at for weeks. The reservation he made two weeks ago was at the beginning of next month, but you had managed to get one within minutes. It was one of the most exclusive restaurants in the city, and he had heard nothing but good things.
Your hands slips into his easily as you two walk into the two MICHELIN star restaurant. Jeonghan tries not to think about how holding your soft hand doesnât feel as uncomfortable as he thought it would. Instead he focuses on the extravagant interior of the restaurant. Heâs seen the pictures online, but they didnât capture the essence of the place at all.
He notices the looks youâre getting from the staff when you say your last name to the hostess. Unlike the attention you get at school, the other guests and staff are subtle with the looks theyâre giving you as you two are guided into the restaurant. Itâs a different type of uncomfortable, but Jeonghan notices that you donât seem to be fazed by it at all.
âHannie.â You call so affectionately that Jeonghan has to stop himself from gaping at you. âI booked one of the tables on the balcony, I hope you donât mind.â
âNo.â He says, feeling like heâs in a trance as you look at him with those pretty eyes of yours.
As you two near the balcony, he sees the group of people sitting at one of the tables. Your hand tightens around his, but your face remains clean of any emotions. Jeonghan isnât sure why he softly caresses your thumb in a comforting way. Maybe itâs because he knows that despite wanting revenge, executing it didnât mean all the unpleasant feelings that came with seeing your father would magically go away.
âHowâd you know heâd be here?â Jeonghan wonders after you two are seated.
You hum softly, thinking of a way to say something so deprecating without sounding completely pitiful. Eventually, you decide you donât need to be so cautious because Jeonghan has already seen all the ugly parts of your life you never wanted anyone to see.
âItâs his birthday, today.â Your gaze flickers past his shoulder for a split second. âHe always has this intimate dinner with his family before throwing his actual party. Seokmin mentioned that he wanted to have the dinner here this year.â
Jeonghan doesnât have time to process how detached you seem because you give him a wicked smirk. âI know you canât see, but he looks fucking livid right now.â
Heâs not sure why he feels relieved when you start laughing like you werenât feeling suffocated a few seconds ago. It makes him wonder if youâre aware that he can still tell what youâre feeling. Jeonghan had an innate talent for it since childhood, and now it seemed to be more fine-tuned than ever.
âThen, should we take it a step further?â
You give him a questioning gaze. The confusion you feel slowly turns into an emotion that feels somewhat familiar yet foreign all at the same time. Itâs something you canât pinpoint or name, but itâs definitely there as Jeonghan puts a velvet box on the table. Something inside your chest jerks when you realize that he went out and bought you a gift to help you get the reaction you were looking for.
Jeonghan slides the box over to you, a cocky smirk on his face. âOpen it, darling. Iâm sure youâll love it.â
You donât comment on the pet name (especially since you like it way better than the other one) as you do what he says. The box contains a beautiful necklace that looks like it could be from a man in love (or one set on getting revenge).
âItâs beautiful.â You say with a smile as the feeling in your chest jerks again. âWant to put it on me?â
Jeonghan immediately stands from his seat and walks around the table. Heâs good at keeping his eyes trained on you, but out of the corner of his eye he can see the three heads clearly staring in the direction of your table. Jeonghan takes the necklace from the box and bends down to clip it into place. Your scent invades his senses, and it makes it way too easy to admire the way the diamonds shine against your skin.
You feel soft lips press against your cheek before gentle words are whispered into your ear. âIt suits you just like I knew it would.â
Thereâs a loud thumping in the air that only you two can seem to hear.
Jeonghanâs hands are holding on to your shoulders as you look up at him. The thumping seems to get louder. âThank you for my gift, love.â
On impulse more than anything, your (fake) boyfriend swoops down to press a lingering kiss on your lips. He pulls back, feeling an awkward warmth crawling up his neck. You donât look surprised or disgusted, instead you give him a fond smile that seems more genuine the longer he looks at it. Jeonghan takes his seat again, the infuriated man tables behind you long forgotten by either of you.
Thereâs a shift in your relationship that night. Itâs subtle, but itâs there. Neither you nor Jeonghan really take notice. All you two are aware of is that playing pretend isnât as awful as you both thought it would be. Expectedly, you scheming deviants have the time of your life playing with this new dynamic there is between you.
Jeonghan has become overly familiarized with your apartment by now. Heâs waiting on your nice couch, watching as your team finishes working on your hair and makeup. Itâs interesting to see just how much effort goes into looking absolutely flawless for all the cameras. Before this, he didnât realize certain types of makeup and hair styles photographed better.
âFlawless as always!â Your makeup artist squeals as he takes videos and pictures to document his handiwork.
You donât look exhausted physically, but Jeonghan still worries that you might already be drained. He knows he would be, especially because your manager keeps reminding you of all the people you need to get a photo with and at what time you need to be home by because you have two different shoots in the morning.
Jeonghan watches silently as your stylist follows you to your room to help you put on the custom dress Wen Junhui has made especially for you to wear to the new Givenchy pop-up shop opening. From what youâve said, itâs supposed to match the suit he has onâwhich was also custom made for him by the famous designer.
When you step back into the living room wearing the fitted dress, Jeonghan feels like heâs staring at a living goddess. He canât take his eyes off you as Jihoon snaps some photos of you. Being starstruck is something he didnât think was actually possible, but now he understands why Soonyoung still canât act normal when he brings you around.
âYou look amazing.â Jeonghan says breathlessly, still completely entranced by your appearance.
âSo do you. Iâll have to give Jun my thanks for making us the hottest couple at this event.â
After a few pictures together for your socials, you two set off to the pop-up shop. The event is expectedly large and grand. So many important people had gathered, but he only cared about the one person who he knew would be there. Jeonghan is quick to spot his father. Ironically, heâs talking with the man who designed the suit he's wearing.
Youâre only a little taken aback when Jeonghan wraps his arms around you while youâre talking to a newcomer model you met last year during fashion week. Itâs all you can do to keep talking normally as he rests his chin on your shoulder. His hands gently caress the material of your dress. Heâs pressing himself closer to you like he wants to mold your bodies together.
When youâre finally left alone, you turn your head to give him a questioning look. You only get a pleased expression in return. The adorably goofy look makes your heart flutter with unwarranted affection.
âIâm clingy.â Jeonghan says bluntly. âAnd as my girlfriend, youâre obligated to indulge me.â
Your laugh is airy and filled with endearment because honestly, you donât hate the faux affection. His embrace isnât uncomfortable. Oddly, it makes the usual anxiousness you get at these events melt away. Itâs only an added bonus to what you actually came by to get.
His father looks a lot like yours did. Itâs almost funny because it takes less than a second after he sees you two together for him to come over and demand to speak to his son alone. You almost decline for Jeonghan, but you stop yourself when you remember the clause that states neither of you will interfere with family matters other than indirectly making them angry with your relationship.
Your (fake) boyfriend isnât gone for long, but heâs clearly upset. Instead of letting it visibly show, he indulges in more champagne and mingling. Itâs only when he starts slurring his words that you decide itâs time to go.
You're not sure why you donât take him back to his frat house. It wouldâve been easier and less of a hassle, but you found yourself unwilling to part with Jeonghan when he was clearly so distraught and incoherent. You force feed him water before laying him down in your guest bedroom.
âMy dadâs such an asshole.â Jeonghan sighs, arm thrown over his eyes as you take off his shoes for him.
You hum in agreement, finally looking back at his face. His cheeks and neck are suffused with color, and you wonder what exactly his father said to make him this upset. It makes you wonder if he was starting to regret doing this entire thing with you.
âDonât think about him anymore.â You whisper, not sure why that last thought is so upsetting. âJust get some sleep, okay?â
You go to get up, but are stopped by a gentle hand wrapping around your wrist. Jeonghan has moved his arm and is now looking directly at you. His eyes are shining with so many emotions that you recognize, but somehow canât seem to decipher enough to tell what exactly heâs feeling. The intensity of his stare makes somehow makes you feel exposed.
âStay with me.â His voice is more vulnerable than you expect. âPlease.â
Itâs like your legs move on their own as they sit you back at his side. He doesnât make a move to let go of your wrist and you donât think to shake off his touch. The silence is full of unspoken words, and you only wait for him to say whatâs clearly bothering him.
âI donât hate you.â
His words are surprising, mostly because theyâre something you never thought youâd hear. Jeonghan doesnât give you a chance to say anything because he keeps talking. âI donât know why, but I canât hate you the way Iâm supposed to.â His gaze goes to the ceiling as if heâs trying to sort out all the thoughts you can see running through his mind. âI never could.â
âI donât hate you either.â You tell him honestly.
âBut I ruined your life.â Jeonghan frowns as if heâs recalling every horrible thing he ever did to you.
âI ruined yours.â You counter lightheartedly.
Jeonghan laughs a bit and closes his eyes. âHope you can forgive me for real someday.â
He starts snoring before you can tell him that you already have.
âThey look so cute together.â
This phrase was one Jeonghan got used to hearing since you two started dating, and he hates it. Not because itâs unpleasant to hear (itâs not), but because half the time that phrase was being used to describe you and Kim Mingyu. The two girls in his financial analysis class are squealing about your most recent photo shoot which included some shots with your model friend.
âJealousy is not a good look on you.â Seungkwan laughs when he sees the look on his friend's face.
Jeonghan only rolls his eyes and pretends that Seungkwanâs words donât affect him the way they do. Because thereâs no way heâs jealous. How could he be jealous of someone that was nothing more than a coworker? And there's no reason for him to be jealous even if that wasnât the case because he doesnât have any feelings for you.
At least, thatâs what he tells himself when you tell him youâre going to have to reschedule your weekly dinner because of that stupidly tall model everyone ships you with. Instead of letting it go like he shouldâve done, Jeonghan reminds you that having dinner out in public once a week is part of your deal.
Itâs almost cute the way he does it. Jeonghan says it like a whiny child thatâs begging for attention. So you promise him to meet him the next day, but heâs not having it. Jeonghan insists that you come to his fratâs party after youâre done. Which you do, and you donât know what to think on what you stumble on. Jeonghan is absolutely hammered, but heâs also really happy to see you.
âDarling!â He yells, abandoning the game of beer pong heâs currently winning.
Youâre surprised when he races toward you and crushes you with a hug. The wolf whistles and cat calls fade into the background as Jeonghan pulls you along with him to sit on the couch, not caring for his partnerâs loud protest for him to finish the game. His grip is strong as he tugs you on his lap. The grin he gives you when you easily comply is so pretty it hurts.
âYou look so pretty.â Jeonghan is talking to you in pout, and you think you might melt at how cute he looks. âCanât believe you went out with another guy looking so good.â
You let out a shocked laugh. He sounds like a jealous boyfriend, and for some reason it doesnât repulse or annoy you. It does confuse you, though.
âI canât believe you were out here getting drunk with sorority girls while I had a business dinner with Mingyu and Jihoon.â
His laugh is so cute, and the way he hugs you tighter and burrows his face into your neck is even cuter. You notice the lingering eyes, and it reminds you that the affection youâre receiving isnât real. It also makes you think about how thereâs really no need for him to be acting like this. Thereâs no reporters around or anyone that would run back to your families to let them know how âin loveâ you two are.
And yet, you donât feel like pushing him off.
âLetâs get you to bed.â You say, trying to act like your heart isnât pounding as if itâs on the verge of imploding.
âTo your house?â He looks up, hooded eyes looking at you with an emotion that seems familiar, but foreign-looking in his eyes.
âNo.â You force yourself to say despite wanting to give into his pleading stare. âYour bed is upstairs, silly.â
Jeonghan leans more into you, letting out disappointed hum that tickles your skin. âWant to stay with you.â
Youâre pretty sure youâre going to regret what you do next, but you for some reason you canât explain to yourself, youâre unwilling to leave him alone when he clearly wants to stay with you. So you decide itâs easier to take him upstairs as he drunkenly points out where his room is. You plop down on his bed, surprised that Jeonghan hasnât let go of you once the entire time.
âIâll stay until you fall asleep.â You say as he shoves his face in your neck.
âStay forever.â
Itâs stupid the way your heart interprets the words even though your brain knows he only meant stay for tonight. Youâre more worried that you wish he meant it in the way he said it.
In the morning, you wake up to see that youâre alone. The discomfort you feel is eased when the door opens minutes later to reveal Jeonghan with several shopping bags in hand. You spot the familiar Valentino and Christian Louboutin bags almost instantly.
âYouâre awake.â The smile he gives you is sleepy and tired, but so damn attractive.
âYou went shopping.â You say, trying to understand how he got up before you. âDonât you have a hangover?â
âI do.â He admits, shyly rubbing the back of his neck. âBut you need fresh clothes after you shower, so I went out to buy you some. I also got you some other stuff from the drug store.â
You donât know how to process the fact that your fake boyfriend went out to buy you all the things you need. Especially since it was clear he made more than one stop. Jeonghan doesnât seem to notice just how shocked you are as he places the bags on his bed and insists you look through them. You do as he says, feeling an intruding warmth fill your chest.
âWhyâd you get me shoes?â You wonder when you open the Louboutin box.
âThe shoes you came with donât go with the dress I got you.â
His words make your heart thump with adoration that canât be stifled. Heat spreads across your face as you hastily thank him before hurrying into the bathroom with the toiletries he bought for you so he canât see just how much his actions affected you. Itâs hard to ignore all the emotions gathering in your chest. Jeonghan is an exceptionally good actor, but you keep wondering why he's going this far. Whatâs worse is that you canât say you hate it. Actually, you probably like it a little too much.
When youâre done showering, you dry your hair and try on the dress Jeonghan bought you. Itâs snug against your frame, and you have to marvel at the fact that he actually did a great job choosing your size. You tentatively step out of the bathroom to see Jeonghan sitting on the bed occupied with his phone. It feels like the air is knocked out of him when he looks up to see you dressed in something he picked out and bought for you.
âWant to get breakfast?â
You try to ignore the fact that youâre playing a dangerous game by blurring the lines youâve drawn when you say yes.
âShould we breakup before I go to Milan or after I come back from Paris?â
Your question is so casual that Jeonghan almost thinks he didnât hear you right. He looks up from his phone to see you pulling out a suitcase from your closet. Itâs almost painful that you donât seem to realize how much your words have affected him.
âBreakup?â He repeats, throat going dry and heart sinking.
The way you nod normally like he doesnât feel sick to his stomach has him reeling. âYeah. Our parents are mad enough now, and the semester is almost over so Iâll start taking online classes again.â
Your reasoning makes sense (maybe a little too much), but Jeonghan really canât accept what youâre saying. All that registers is the fact that youâre leaving and planning on having nothing to do with him anymore.
âYouâre not coming back?â
You wonder if he actually sounds disappointed or if itâs just you wishing that he does. Either way, you canât let him know that you feel like your heart is being ripped out because youâre asking to plan your breakup. âMy agency only agreed to let me take classes in person for a semester. After the scandal I had with you, they donât want me coming back again.â
âI donât want you to leave.â
You try to pretend like his words donât evoke an emotion out of you that you should definitely not feel for him.
âAnd I donât want to breakup.â
The silence is heavy. It isnât easy to not interpret his words as a plea to stay because he has feelings for you. Especially since youâre sure thatâs not what he means. âIf itâs about your dad we canââ
âThis has nothing to do with my dad.â Jeonghan says, frustrated that youâre not understanding how he's feeling. âThis is about you and meâabout us.â
Itâs strange to think that there is an us when it comes to you and Jeonghan now, but he canât let you fly across the world without letting you know how he feels.
âYou have to know that this isnât fake to me.â He says, more nervous and determined than ever.
You canât say anything. Not because you think itâs some joke or that heâs not being sincere, but because you canât believe these feelings that had been flourishing since you two decided to let go of the past are being reciprocated.
âI know you probably still hate me, and I donât blame you if you do. Back then, I ruined your life because I was insecure and wanted to make my dad proud. And now because of me, you wonât be able to come back to school even though going to this university has been your dream since we were kids.â Jeonghan soldiers on even though every single emotion is trying to peak through. âIâm an idiot to realize it so late, and Iâm a bigger one to be apologizing to you only now.â
Jeonghan walks toward you until heâs directly in front of you. Just as you hope he seals his apology with a kiss, he falls to his knees, bunny-like eyes looking at you imploringly.
âI know I donât deserve it, but Iâm going to ask for your forgiveness anyway. Iâm sorry. Iâm so sorry for everything Iâve done to you since you came back into my life.â Heâs close to tears as he grabs your hands. âIâll do anything for your forgiveness. Just tell me what I need to do, and Iâll do it.â
Your heart is thumping so erratically that it feels like itâs on the verge of exploding. Yoon Jeonghan is on his knees in front of you, eyes wet and pleading for you to forgive him. The onslaught of emotions you feel are scrambling your brain to the point where you can hardly think. âHannie...â
The nickname makes him hopeful that maybe he can earn your forgiveness. He grips your hands a little tighter and gently uses his thumbs to caress the back of your hands.
âI donât hate you, and I already forgave a long time ago.â You confess with a smile, heart still pounding.
Jeonghan stands and crushes you with a hug, body sagging in relief to know that you donât hate him. He closes his eyes as he buries his face into your neck. The anxiety he was feeling fades away as he basks in your embrace.
âIâm sorry too.â Your apology is slightly muffled. âI was wrong to make your life a living hell, and I hope you can also forgive me.â
Jeonghan hugs you tighter. âI already have. Itâs not like I didn't deserve it.â
You two laugh a bit until you pull back to look at your (fake?) boyfriend. âYou really donât want to be away from me?â
Jeonghan pouts and nods. He briefly thinks he might have to hang a sign around his neck for you to realize he never wants you to leave his side.
âWhy?â
You need to hear him say it. This way, youâll know for sure that youâre not just lucid dreaming.
âBecause Iâm in love with you.â
Jeonghan never thought he could miss someone as much as he missed you. Heâs surprised that it can feel like youâve been away from him for years when in reality itâs only been a week. Not that it matters because he finally has you in his arms again. And he plans on showering you with love before you have to leave for Paris.
âI missed you so much.â
You feel breathless when Jeonghanâs lips mold against yours, not giving you a chance to say that you missed him too. Heâs nestled between your legs as his lips devour yours, not caring that heâs been in the same position for the last fifteen minutes. Jeonghan canât get enough of you, and heâs only gotten a small taste.
The whine you let out when Jeonghanâs tongue starts to play with yours is so hot that he can feel his cock twitch in his pants. One of his hands trails down your body to grab a handful of your ass before smoothing over your thigh to hook your leg over his hip. You moan into his mouth as your core grinds into his hardening dick.
Finally, you pull away from him, pupils blown wide with lust. âMissed you so much, Hannie.â
Your boyfriend gently grinds down in order to hear another one of your sensual moans. His dark eyes are staring at you with so much desire that your cunt starts to pulse at the thought of having him carnally.
âLet me show you how much I missed you.â
Jeonghan is patient as he undresses you. Itâs a contrast to the way he quickly strips his own clothes. You know itâs because your dress is a custom gift from Wen Junhui, and it makes your heart warm and cunt drip with more slick at the thought that he actually remembered.
When he settles his head between your legs and spreads you open, you feel a bashful heat course through your body. Jeonghan is staring straight at your core with the most heated gaze youâve ever received from a man. âFuck. I knew you were pretty everywhere.â
Jeonghanâs gives your pussy a harsh slap, earning a surprised moan from you. He soothes the sting by gently rubbing his fingers against your clit, loving how wet your pussy keeps getting. Any coherent response youâre thinking of is quick to disappear when Jeonghan dives into your awaiting cunt. His tongue laps and slobbers all over your drooling lips, messily making out with the heaven between your legs.
The way Jeonghan is groaning into your pussy in absolute pleasure makes you grind you cunt into his mouth, moaning and crying out in just as much pleasure. His fingers flex into the flesh of your soft thighs as they lock around his head. Jeonghan greedily licks every inch of your sopping cunt, chin and cheeks increasingly becoming covered in your sweet juices as they drip down to the sheets below him.
âFuck, Hannie!â You cry out with a jolt, hips rolling incessantly into his mouth. âKeep doing that! Feels so good.â
âYeah? Like it how I fuck you with my tongue, darling?â He rasps burying his face deeper into your hot cunt.
Youâre slowly slipping into a euphoric state that wonât allow you to think straight, and youâre only able to stay coherent because he pulls away momentarily to slide his fingers between your folds. He lewdly spreads you open before diving back in, slurping up every last bit of your juices. The taste of you had his cock twitching and throbbing between his thighs.
Jeonghan groans when your fingers slide into his hair as your pussy keeps getting tighter around his tongue. The room in the air feels hot as he continues to lap at your cunt, and you can only pant and moan as you feel a familiar feeling pooling in your stomach.
The entire lower half of his face feels sticky, but Jeonghan needs more. Wants it to be messier. His hands slip under to grab your ass and push you deeper on his tongue. Lewd squelches mix in with your cries of pleasure as he fucks you with his tongue. You feel your eyes roll back and your back arch when he gently starts to circle your puffy clit. Jeonghan then wraps his lips around it before sucking it into his mouth.
âFuck.â You moan out. âJeonghan! Gonna come!â
His tongue rolls the sensitive bud as you jerk in his hold. Jeonghanâs groans are only turning you on even more because you can tell heâs enjoying this as much as you are. The arousal he feels has his cock aching for any sort of friction, but heâs just so lost in you that he canât really care that his erection is starting to hurt. Honestly, he feels like he could eat you out forever.
âSo fucking good.â You babble as your clit knocks against his nose with every buck of your hips.
You jolt when you feel Jeonghan suck your clit between his teeth, nibbling on the sensitive bud until your orgasm finally washes over you. Instead of pulling away, he pulls you closer and laps up your cream, slurping up everything you have to offer him. Precum gathers at the tip of his aching cock that he can feel it staining his underwear, but heâs too focused on you creaming on his tongue to care.
Your body goes slack after you ride out your orgasm. Jeonghan pulls a way from your cunt with a satisfied smirk. He wastes no time in getting rid of his underwear, leaking cock springing up with a wet slap against his lower abdomen after he takes it off. You lick your you lips and pull him closer to you as youâre eager to feel his skin on yours again.
âLike what you see, darling?â Jeonghan coos with a cocky smirk.
Heâs stroking his thick cock slowly as he watches your eyes fix on the girth between his legs, raking them over him slowly with unmistakeable hunger. His cock is as pretty as he is; long and thick with the bulbous head oozing plenty of precum. The veins running alongside it have your cunt aching in need to feel them drag along your walls. Jeonghan undoubtedly has one of the biggest cocks youâve ever seen, and you whine out in need as you cling to his neck. Your hips buck up on their own, desperate to feel even the slightest bit of friction.
âDonât tease me.â You pout, eyes blinking up at him pleadingly.
That face youâre making is dangerous, Jeonghan thinks. Itâs capable of getting you whatever you want. He has to close his eyes and exhale deeply when you snake a hand between your bodies and grip his cock, squeezing gently to goad him into fucking you. Itâs hot and heavy in your hand and wet with his precum. Your hand drags over him in slow strokes.
âI want you so bad.â You whine into his ear. âPlease.â
âYouââ He breathes with a stutter, hips slowly rolling into your hand. âY-You have to answer me first, baby.â
You roll your thumb over his weeping tip, collecting the wet bead of his precum before smearing it along his cock. His whimpers and moans are so pretty, and you just revel in the sounds that youâre emmiting from him.
âTell me. Tell me how much you want my cock.â
âWant your cock, Hannie. Itâs so prettyâneed it inside me.â You mewl as you squeeze the base of his dick.
Jeonghan lets out a chuckle thatâs breathy against your ear. It sounds smug despite the blush spreading on his face. âThink itâs pretty, huh? The prettiest cock youâve ever seen?â
âMhm.â You moan as he slides his tip up and down your entrance, collecting your juices along his cock before he slaps your cunt with his dick.
Finally, he relents and slowly pushes past your wet folds. You both let out loud moans at the feeling of each other. Jeonghan feels like heâs in heaven with how your hot, tight cunt is gripping his cock while you feel a burning pleasure licking up your entire body as his big cock splits you open.
âFuh-Fuck, darling. Tight little pussyâs gonna drive me crazy.â He groans before leaning forward to press a sloppy kiss to your lips, tongue exploring your mouth as he drinks in your moans.
You whimper and whine into his mouth, eyelids fluttering in pleasure as he slowly starts to fuck his cock into you. Jeonghan pulls away with a deep groan. His eyes roll to the back of his head as your tight cunt squeezes his dick. Your arms a wrap around his neck as your legs do the same around his waist. Jeonghanâs cock throbs, nearly coming at the sight of your mouth hanging open in pleasure.
âSuch a pretty little cunt. And itâs all for me.â
âOnly for you, babe.â You say through a moan, bucking your hips up to meet his slow thrusts.
Your actions make his cock hit deep inside you, the leaking tip brushing against your sweet spot. A wanton moan escapes you at the feeling. You arch your back in absolute pleasure, not believing that heâs able to reach that deep inside you. Jeonghan smirks at your reaction, loving how youâre already so lost on his cock. His hips keep rolling against yours, forcing his thick cock in and out of your tight pussy.
Jeonghan is splitting you open as he fucks his cock into you. Your head is swimming from the pleasure as he picks up his pace. His moans only add to your pleasure. You can feel his pelvis brushing your pulsing clit with every harsh snap of his hips. The carnal sound of his cock slipping in and out of your cunt paired with the slapping of skin is making your velvety walls clamp down on him tighter.
âFuck, Hannie. Harder! Fuck me harder!â You beg, bucking your hips to match his thrusts.
Youâre both panting harshly as you feel the delicious pleasure build steadily. It spreads from your legs and along your spine until it consumes you completely. Jeonghan is quickly becoming obsessed with the sight of you under him, pretty tits bouncing every time he sharply snaps his hips. He spreads your legs to see the erotic sight of your juices frothing at the base of his dick and sliding down his heavy sack.
âCockhungry angel wants more?â Jeonghan coos, driving his hips deeper so his cock is slamming against your sweet spot, sending your vision white. âYou can have more, love. Because this is your cock. All yours.â
His words make you become impossibly tight. Your velvety walls make him choke out a loud moan. Itâs almost hard for him to move with how tight your pussy keeps getting. The sight of your cream coating his cock as it disappears into your hot cunt only makes his snap his hips harder, eager to feel you come undone on his dick.
âMine.â Your babble sounds so possessive yet fucked out that Jeonghan canât help but moan along with you.
âYours.â He confirms through his deep groans. âCock fits inside your little pussy like it was made for you.â
âHannie!â You cry out, feeling drunk on how his veiny cock drags against your walls. âIf you k-keep saying things like thatâ!â
He smirks, pressing a chaste kiss to your cheekâan action too tender for how heâs ravishing you. âWhat, baby? Youâre gonna gush all over me? Cover this cock with your sweet cream?â
His thumb trails down to your aching clit and starts to rub fast circles along the sensitive bud. Jeonghan does this until you break. Your thighs tremble as your gummy walls flutter around his cock. If only you could see the literal heart eyes your boyfriend is staring at you with as your pretty face contorts in pleasure as you fall apart on his cock. Heâs never seen a more perfect sight, and heâs sure to commit it to memory as your orgasm spurts all over his cock, marking him with your essence in the most obscene way.
The slam of his cock as he fucks you through your orgasm bordering on too much as you whimper in his arms. Those cute little mewls turn into cries when he keeps going, so drunk in you that he canât stop. The sound of your moans and the way you suck him in as you cream around his cock makes Jeonghanâs head fall into your neck. His thrusts are turning sloppy as he whimpers gently against your skin.
âI love you.â He pants into your skin, choking on moans as he pumps his cum into your cunt. âI love you so much.â
âI love you too, Hannie.â You mewl, loving the feeling of his cum filling you up.
You feel the mixture of his release and your slick trailing down the sides of your thighs. Itâs so messy that you canât help but crave more. Jeonghanâs breathing is heavy as he places gentle kisses on your neck. Neither of you can ignore the pulsing of his fat cock still inside you. He fucks his cum into you a bit more before slowly pulling out, enjoying the sight of his thick cum leaking down to your asshole. Your pretty pussy is pulsing as more thick cum squeezes out.
Jeonghanâs massaging a palm on the inside of your sticky thigh to keep your legs spread for his eyes when you say the words that make his cock twitch and ache all over again.
âKeep stuffing me full of cum, baby.â
Itâs so easy to slide his cock back into your creamy pussy. You clench tightly as he draws back, then forward again. His thick dick stretches you open so deliciously that you canât hold back your cries of pleasure. Heâs balls deep inside your hot cunt, his pelvis brushing against your aching nub. Your vision goes blurry as he hits so deep. Jeonghan hooks one of your knees over his shoulder so he can slide in deeper.
âIâm going to fill you up. Gonna come in this pretty pussy and fuck you until you canât take anymore.â Jeonghan groans as you mewl and whimper underneath him.
He takes one of your nipples in his mouth, tugging the nub with his teeth, groping your other tit. Youâre already so damn sensitive and arch into his touch. âAh, Hannie!â
âMmh.â He groans, releasing the hardened bud with a lewd pop as you clench around him.
Jeonghan starts fucking you slowly, letting you feel every vein along your pulsating walls. From tip to base, he feeds your tight hole like itâs starving. You whimper at the feeling, moans slipping out of you when he picks up speed. The tip of his dick rams into your cervix and makes you see stars. Youâre so hot and messy already, your slick and his cum creating a ring around the fat base of his cock.
Dark eyes flicker between your sloppy hole and your fucked out face. Jeonghan canât decide which is more obscene, but he loves both sights so much. His big cock spreads you wide, a euphoric burn blooming in your little pussy as your juices spill out. The cry you let out makes him kiss you. Itâs soft in contrast to his length spearing you open. His tongue slips into your mouth, massaging yours as he swallows your moans.
Jeonghan traces tracing over your stretched hole to your fluttering clit, rubbing in hard circles as you keep crying out for him. He keeps pounding into you, your body moving up the bed with the sheer force.
âSo fucking good!â Your mouth falls open in a moan as he rams into your sweet spot, that familiar electricity streaming through your body.
You can feel his pelvic bone pressing against your clit as his dick spears deeper. Youâre squirming against your boyfriend, full and cockdrunk as he keeps rubbing his fingers on your clit. The toe-curling orgasm strikes so abruptly that you donât expect it. Your juices squirt out all over Jeonghanâs length and his pelvis.
His thickness continues to invade your convulsing walls, almost brutally but you take it, gasping as your mind goes foggy.
âFuck, darling. Keep soaking my cock like that.â
Your tits bounce as he fucks you harder, ramming into your sweet spot. You canât process anything over the squelching noises and the sounds of your moans. Jeonghan groans, cursing lowly as you squeeze around him, begging for his cum. He grinds sinfully into your spasming cunt until he releases his hot cum into your pussy, filling you to the brim.
In utter pleasure, Jeonghan rocks into you with abandon, spurred on by your cries and your nails digging into his shoulders as his pelvis rubs your humming clit. His warmth spreads within you, leaking out from around his throbbing girth as his hips slow to a stop. You soften to quiet whimpers when he lets go of your leg, nuzzling into his neck in a daze.
Neither of you move, too lost in the feeling of each otherâs arms to care about anything else.
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Wingman's Gambit || Jake "Hangman" Seresin
Summary: Request - idk if youâre taking requests rn, but if you are would you mind doing a Jake âHangmanâ Seresin x FemaleBradshawPilot!Reader? where sheâs Roosters younger twin sister and heâs really protective over her. anything else included is up to you! i really enjoy your writing!!
A/N: So sorry about the inconsistent posting. Summer is just doing the summer thing! I made Roosters sister a WSO for the stories sake :) Enjoy!
Pairing: Jake "Hangman" Seresin x Female Reader
Word Count: 3.6k+
T/W : Arguing (With roos)
From your first initial brief encounters with Jake "Hangman" Seresin you gathered enough to understand why his reputation for bravado was almost as well-known as his flying prowess. Despite his cockiness, Hangman always treated you with an unexpected kindness and respect that stood out. Particularly in contrast to his usual smugness. Each interaction, though brief, hinted at a depth beneath the showy exterior which intrigued you more than you had ever anticipated. Especially since you knew how your brother, Bradley âRoosterâ Bradshaw felt about the man⌠how most pilots felt about him actually.
Now, as you stepped onto the prestigious grounds of Top Gun, it's not just as any recruit. You stepped on as a newly minted WSO. The best of the best elite navigators and tactical hearts behind some of the best pilots in the navy. Here, your brother, has already made a name for himself. He was not just a skilled pilot but a protector, especially where you're concerned. The dynamic at Top Gun shifted perceptibly with your arrival. Rooster, your twin and lifelong guardian, watched over you with a hawkâs vigilance. His protectiveness dialed to its peak amidst the competitive pressures of the academy.
The air crackles with a palpable tension as you walk past the rows of gleaming aircraft with Rooster at your side. Hangman caught sight of you both. The easy grin he typically wears shifts into something more measured though his greeting remains warm and inviting. The rivalry between him and Rooster is well-known and your presence as a WSOânot just Roosterâs sister but a tactical force in your own rightâadds a new layer to the already charged atmosphere.
During the initial briefings and training sessions you quickly sensed the underlying tension between Hangman and Rooster. Roosterâs protectiveness was palpable. His demeanor shifting subtly whenever Hangman interacted with you. Despite this though you were determined to carve out your own path, proving your skills in the high-stakes environment of Top Gun and navigating the complex dynamics of friendship, rivalry, and the unspoken rules of engagement.
Your journey at Top Gun was set against the backdrop of supersonic jets and tactical challenges where every decision could tip the delicate balance between personal loyalties and professional duties. With Hangmanâs occasional flares of interest and Roosterâs watchful eyes your tenure at the academy was bound to be as thrilling as it was challenging.
First Strike
The debriefing room is abuzz as you and the other members of your squadron file in after a challenging flight simulation exercise. As a WSO your role in todayâs mission had been crucial. You managed the weapons systems with precision and played a key part in the team's success. The large screens at the front of the room flicker to life as you set down next to Phoenix. It began showing replays of key moments from the exercise.
Maverick who was your teacher and was overseeing the debriefing, commands the room with an authoritative ease. He walks everyone through various segments of the mission, pausing on a particular maneuver â your maneuver â that had decisively shifted the tide in your squadron's favor.
As the replay highlights your actions, Hangman, usually reserved with his commendations speaks out, âI think we ought to acknowledge the sharp tactics from our WSOs today, particularly Ducky,â he begins, capturing the roomâs attention and staring right at you. âHer decisions out there were nothing short of critical. Maybe she should take the lead in coordinating our next sim, see what else she's got up her sleeve.â
Your call sign, Ducky, came as naturally as any others and the irony of it being avian themed wasnât lost on you. One afternoon after a particularly challenging flight where you demonstrated remarkable agility and finesse your fellow WSO jokingly commented that you were "ducking and weaving like a little duckling out there." The room erupted in laughter, and the name instantly clicked. Despite the initial intention of a light tease, the call sign Ducky resonated, symbolizing not only your ability to maneuver with exceptional ease but also your connection to a family known for their distinctive and memorable contributions to the aviation world.
The suggestion by Jake though seems to take the room by surprise, including Maverick, who raises an eyebrow. He was clearly intrigued by this unexpected praise from Hangman. His interest is evident with a slight smile tugging at his lips as he considers the potential of Hangmanâs proposal.
Rooster, however, reacts differently. He doesn't speak. He doesn't need to. His expression tightens, a clear sign of annoyance flashing across his features as he shifts uncomfortably. The protective brother who was always wary of Hangmanâs intentions towards you is on edge though he chooses to remain silent. His demeanor speaks incredible volumes though.
Maverick picks up on the tension but chooses to redirect the conversation tactfully. âInteresting point, Hangman. Weâll consider all suggestions. Great work today, everyone, especially our WSO team. Letâs keep the momentum going,â he concludes tactfully before moving the debriefing forward but with a thoughtful look that lingers on you a moment longer, pondering the new dynamics unfolding within his team. With you and Hangman particularly.
After the debriefing concludes the room gradually empties as pilots and WSOs disperse, discussing the day's outcomes and upcoming assignments. Youâre gathering your notes when you sense a presence beside you. Hangman leans casually against the table with his hands tucked into his flight suit pockets. That usual mischievous glint in his eyes was showing through as he waited on you.
âHey, Ducky. Good job today,â Hangman starts, his voice low enough for just the two of you amidst the dispersing crowd. âI wasnât just blowing smoke in there. You really do have a knack for this.â
âThanks, Hangman. Just trying to make sure youâre not the only hotshot around here,â you quip with a playful smirk, acknowledging his compliment but keeping the tone light and spirited.
Hangmanâs grin widens and he nods towards the doorway where Rooster is lingering. He was clearly waiting for you but doing a poor job of hiding his irritation. âYou know, I think your brother might actually laser-beam me with his eyes if he tries any harder,â Hangman murmurs. His voice a conspiratorial whisper that tickles the edge of your ear.
You glance over at Rooster and caught the unmistakable scowl etched across his face. âYeah, heâs not your biggest fan right now,â you admit while feeling a mix of amusement and familial loyalty tug at you.
Hangman chuckles himself while shaking his head. âWell, if he starts throwing punches youâll cover me, right? I mean, whoâs going to lead the next sim if Iâm out of commission?â
His joke eases the tension a bit and you nod, playing along. âIâll do my best but no promises if heâs really got his heart set on it,â you quip back. Your voice light, teasing.
As you both share a laugh Rooster finally approaches, his steps measured, his expression softening just a touch as he nears. Hangman straightens up while giving you a quick, conspiratorial wink before stepping back to afford you and Rooster some space.
âReady to go?â Rooster asks, his voice a careful neutral.
âYeah, just about,â you respond before casting a final smile at Hangman who shoots you a mock-salute and heads off leaving a trace of warmth and a promise of more lighthearted banter for another day.
As Hangman strides away with a confident flick of his hand in farewell Rooster steps closer, his expression serious. âJust be careful with him, alright?â he mutters as his eyes tracked Hangman's departure.
You nod, suppressing the urge to roll your eyes which you let slip anyway as soon as Rooster looks away. âI know, I know. Donât worry so much,â you reply, keeping your voice light to diffuse any further concern. Despite his protective instincts you're not about to let that dictate your interactions. Not even with someone as notoriously charming as Hangman.
Second Wind
The Hard Deck is buzzing tonight. It was filled with the lively chatter and clinking glasses of Top Gunâs finest unwinding after a week of rigorous training. Youâre in the midst of a heated pool game against Payback and the stakes are humorously high. As you line up your shot, the cue ball snapping crisply against your target you sunk it smoothly into the corner pocket. The small crowd od pilots and WSOâs around the pool table lets out a mixture of cheers and groans.
Hangman is the loudest. His voice booming over the others as he claps enthusiastically. âAtta girl, Ducky! Show him how itâs done!â he shouts. The grin evident in his voice. As you straighten up he steps forward while offering you a high-five that lingers just a moment too long. His hand warm and firm against yours. Your smile broadens and a laugh escapes you, fueled by the excitement of the game and the infectious energy of Hangmanâs support. Around you the others cheer on, but you catch a glimpse of Rooster at the bar. His glass is halfway to his lips but heâs not drinking. Heâs watching. His expression is unreadable, but the set of his jaw and the slight narrowing of his eyes speak volumes.
As the game continues Hangman stays close, his cheers punctuating each of your successful shots. You canât help but feel a rush of adrenaline with each shout. Not just from the game but also from the attention heâs giving you. Itâs fun, it's exhilarating, and itâs something youâve found yourself looking forward to more often than not.
âYouâre killing it, Ducky! Paybackâs gonna need a consolation prize after this!â Hangman jests from beside the table. His tone teasing but not without a touch of pride.
Glancing over at Rooster again you notice the slight clench of his fist around his glass, his gaze lingering a moment too long on you and Hangman. Itâs clear heâs less than thrilled about the growing camaraderie between you two. He was seeing Hangmanâs overt praises as more than just friendly support. Despite the fun atmosphere you canât shake the awareness of Roosterâs protective instincts flaring up, perhaps seeing Hangmanâs enthusiasm as a challenge to his role as your guardian.
The banter between you and Hangman grows more spirited as the evening progresses. Each witty exchange draws laughter from the onlookers and adds a spark to the already electric atmosphere of the Hard Deck. âCareful Payback, sheâs got more tricks up her sleeve than I've got maneuvers!â Hangman teases loudly, his eyes twinkling with mischief as you line up another winning shot.
âYeah, and all of them are better than yours,â you retort without missing a beat. The cue stick hitting the ball with a satisfying click as it sends it hurtling into the pocket.
The growing crowd gets into another round of cheers and Hangmanâs laughter joins yours, filling the room with an infectious joy. You canât help but revel in the blissfulness of it all. The ease of the exchange making the night all the more enjoyable.
From the corner of your eye though you see Rooster pushing away from the bar. His demeanor shifting from protective observer to active participant. Without a word he strides over to the piano in the corner of the room. The conversations around you dim as Roosterâs fingers begin to dance across the keys. That familiar tune that you both loved as kids filling the room.
You canât help but laugh while shaking your head at Roosterâs not-so-subtle way of stealing the spotlight. âShow-off,â you mutter under your breath though the affection in your voice is clear.
Hangman leans closer, his voice low and amused. âLooks like someoneâs trying to remind us heâs still the king of cool around here.â
You lean in too, matching his conspiratorial tone with a playful sparkle in your eye. âYou know, I think heâs just trying to draw my attention away from a certain someone,â you say winking subtly at Hangman. âBut honestly? Iâd rather stay here and chat, just to annoy him a bit more.â
Hangmanâs grin widens at that. His eyes lighting up with delight. âOh, is that so?â he chuckles, clearly enjoying the game. âWell in that case, Iâm more than happy to provide all the distraction you need.â
The playful exchange hangs between you, adding a layer of light-hearted flirtation to the evening. Roosterâs piano playing becomes a soft background melody to your continued conversation. Each note a subtle reminder of the familial ties that weave through your interactions. Yet, amidst the laughter and music, thereâs a thrill in the air. A shared amusement that only adds to the nightâs charm, leaving Hangman more enamored than ever.
Third Timeâs the Charm (Or Not)
The briefing room is charged with the usual post-flight tension as pilots and WSOs gather for the dayâs assessments and comments from Maverick. You and Hangman had recently completed a tandem training flight that not only went exceptionally well but also demonstrated a seamless dynamic between the two of you. The energy from the flight still buzzes between you as you enter the room together, chatting lightly.
Maverick starts the briefing by outlining the objectives and reviewing key tactical points. As the session nears its end, Hangman, unable to contain his enthusiasm, stands abruptly, interrupting the flow. âI just wanted to say,â Hangman begins, his voice filled with a mix of pride and a hint of something deeper, âflying with Ducky here has been the highlight of my training. Honestly, sheâs the best wingman I could ask for.â His eyes find yours across the room with a smile playing at his lips. The statement hanging heavily in the air, laden with unspoken implications.
The room falls into a stunned silence with every eye turning to gauge the reactions around them. Roosterâs chair scrapes back loudly as he stands, his face flushed with anger and frustration.
âThis is just you trying to get under my skin, Hangman! Every damn time!â Rooster snaps. His voice cutting through the tension like a knife. The accusation hangs heavy, charging the air with an unmistakable intensity.
You feel a surge of frustration, your own temper flaring as you stand to face your brother. âReally, Roos? Is it always about you? Maybe he likes me as his wingman. Have you ever thought of that?â Your voice, sharp and loud, silences the room completely. The weight of your words settling over everyone like a thick blanket.
Maverick was caught off-guard between the sibling spat and simply looks between you and Rooster. His expression unreadable but clearly uneasy with the escalating drama. Hangman, meanwhile, watches the exchange with a look of remorse, realizing perhaps too late the depth of the rift his words have deepened. As the tension reaches a palpable peak you shake your head more in disappointment than anger, and storm out of the briefing room. Hangman hesitates only a moment before following you, his steps quick as he catches up.
Outside, the cool air hits you like a splash of water helping to temper your heated emotions.
Hangman watches you with a concerned expression as you step outside. âHey, I know that got intense back there. Iâm sorry you had to jump in,â he says softly, his tone sincere.
You sigh, feeling the sting of your outburst. âI just... I didnât mean to blow up like that. Itâs just frustrating when it feels like he doesnât see me as anything more than his little sister to protect.â
Hangman nods while stepping closer, his presence comforting. âI get it. And for what itâs worth, I meant every word I said in there. You really are the best wingman, Ducky.â His voice carries a warmth that makes you look up, meeting his reassuring gaze.
The corners of your mouth lift in a small, grateful smile. âThanks, Hangman. That means a lot, especially coming from you.â You knew full well he wasnât one to hand out compliments.
His expression softens and he offers a small, encouraging chuckle. âAnd, hey, if itâs any consolation, you standing up to your brother in there? That was pretty badass. Not many people can make Rooster pause like that. Trust me, Iâve triedâ He smirks trying to ease your frustration.
You laugh at that sounding more relaxed now. âWell, I guess itâs good to know I have a hidden superpower: stopping Bradley in his tracks.â
âDefinitely a valuable skill around here,â Hangman agrees, his grin infectious. âLook, I know things can get complicated, but Iâm here, alright? Wingman on the ground and in the air.â
The simple assurance brings a sense of relief, and you nod feeling the earlier tension dissipate. âI appreciate that, Jake. Really.â
As you both head back inside the conversation flows more easily, veering into lighter territoriesâupcoming missions, favorite downtime activities, and the occasional gentle tease. With each step you find yourself genuinely smiling. The weight of the day lifting with the shared understanding that whatever comes next you wonât face it alone.
Clearing the Air
After the tension of the previous day, you know something has to give. Seizing a quiet moment in the early evening you find Rooster and Hangman at the base and steer them toward a secluded spot near the hangar. The impromptu gathering under the fading sky isnât formal but the air is thick with unsaid things.
âOkay, guys,â you start, cutting straight to the chase. âWe need to sort this out. Whatever this is.â You sigh, âRooster, I appreciate you looking out for me, I really do. But Iâm not just your little sister here⌠Iâm a WSO in the Navy, and I need you to trust my judgment. Not just in the air but here on the ground, too.â
He tries to bite his tongue, but he canât seem to stop himself. âListen, Y/N, Iâm just looking out for you. Thatâs my job as your brother,â Bradley insisted. His voice stern and unyielding.
Jake shifted uncomfortably, sensing the rising heat in Rooster's tone but remaining silent. His eyes flicking between the two of you.
âItâs not just about being my brother, Bradley!â you shot back, your frustration with him now boiling over. âIâm not a child, and this⌠this overprotective routine? Itâs suffocating. Iâm an adult! A WSO and a damn good one at that. I make life or death decisions every day. I can handle Jake. I can handle myself.â
Bradleyâs expression tightened. His jaw clenching as he prepared to argue, but you didnât let him. âI need you to trust my judgment, Roos. Trust that I know what Iâm doing. Trust that I can take care of myself.â Your eyes are pleading now.
The raw honesty in your voice seemed to cut through the tension, leaving a heavy silence. Jake watched, his usual bravado nowhere in sight instead replaced by a look of respect towards your fervent declaration.
Bradley looked from you to Hangman, then back again. The fight draining from his stance. He sighed deeply, the lines of his face softening. âI⌠Iâm sorry. I know youâre capable. Itâs just hard for me to not see you as my little sister. But youâre right. You deserve to make your own choices. Iâll try to back off.â
You breathed out a mix of relief and residual adrenaline making your hands tremble slightly. âThank you, Roos. Thatâs all I ask.â
Turning to Hangman, your tone softens. âAnd Jake, youâve been great, really supportive. But sometimes the way you push Bradleyâs buttons doesnât help things. Weâre all on the same team, right?â
Jake chuckles while scratching his head sheepishly. He was immensely grateful you were able to handle that before things got too sticky. âYeah, youâre right darlinâ. I might enjoy teasing him a bit too much. Iâll keep it in check.â He nods his head to Bradley. A truce of sorts.
Relief washes over you as the tension begins to dissolve. âThank you, both. Letâs remember weâre here to make each other better, not make things harder.â
As the conversation winds down, the mood lightens, and Bradley claps you both on the shoulders. âAlright, letâs get back to it then. And maybe Iâll try to keep the drama for the simulators,â he says with a reluctant grin.
As your brother walks away Jake lingers, his smile genuine. âSo, now that peace is restored, how about we grab dinner? Just you and me. I owe you one for being the peacekeeper around here.â
Your laughter echoes lightly in the cool evening air. âSounds like a plan. Just promise itâll be a drama-free meal.â
âScoutâs honor,â He grins as he fell into step beside you. As you walk towards the mess hall together the easiness between the two of you feels restored. And maybe, just maybe, you feel things a little bit deeper than before.
âY/N, I wasnât just trying to get on your good side earlier, you know?â Jake adds as you reach the door. âYou really are the best at what you do.â
You nudge him playfully, feeling the last of the dayâs stress melt away. âKeep that up and I might let you win at the next sim.â
Hangman laughs loudly. It was a sound you were coming to enjoy. âDeal. But only if you save me a seat next to you at dinner.â As you step into the warmth of the mess hall you canât help but feel optimistic. With everything laid out and understood the path forward seems a lot clearer. And having Hangman at your side doesnât just feel good. It feels utterly right.
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You probably know by now that Iâm quite taken with my DND character, Horatio. In this post Iâm going to explain him (with pictures!!) so you can enjoy him too, and follow along with his story if you want!
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Letâs start with the man himself:
~Horatio Ignatius Heronwillow III~
Horatio is a human paladin knight following the Oath of Glory. Also, heâs a pompous bitch with an ego the size of a small country.
Horatioâs character arc is all about getting humbled over and over again. Maybe heâs not the best. Heâs not even second best. Maybe heâs evenâŚpathetic. Despite all his training? His many successful battles? His prestige? What does any of that matter if his Queen doesnât trust him to be her champion? If the Queen doesnât even like him?
Horatio is from the nation of Thrane. He introduces himself as âthe gilded knight of Fort Light, first at her majestyâs royal table.â Heâs an ardent follower of the Queen, even though sheâs merely a figureheadâthe Church of the Silver Flame holds all the power. He is considered weird for this. His family are all noble elitists, and their support for him is conditional. Even though heâs become such a high-ranking knight, heâs never good enough.
But we canât truly discuss Horatio until we meet his nemesis/rival/best friend/worst enemy (who heâs totally obsessed with, and who happens to be a centaur). His name is Elethar SigrĂşn.
Elethar came to the castle when they were both young (for ~unknown reasons~), and they trained to be knights alongside each other. Despite being the only centaur in the kingdom and not of royal birth, Elethar immediately usurped Horatio as the Queenâs most promising young knight, thus beginning a lifelong rivalry.
Does Horatio have feelings for Elethar? Not that heâs aware of. This is because he is stupid. Does Elethar feel anything for Horatio (besides pity and disdain)? Unclear!
~The Dragonshard Derby~
Now that weâve met our hero, lets turn to the story!
The players are all entrants in The Dragonshard Derby: a mounted cross-continent race hosted by a rich and famous duke. To the winner goes the spoils: a great dragonâs hoard, and glory for their chosen nation. Obviously, Horatio is racing for Thrane. One hundred contestants are participating, riding everything from regular horses to owlbears to dinosaurs (dinosaurs are normal in Eberron đł).
Horatioâs mount is a golden Akhal-Teke horse named Marvellous Moondance. Sheâs the light of his life. Despite his competitive nature, he would never push her past her limits. He puts her safety above all else.
Much to his chagrin, Elethar is also running in the race. Apparently the Queen had a special, secret mission for him, which she didnât tell Horatio about. He persuades Elethar to confide: thereâs an artefact rumoured to be among the dragonâs hoard that the Queen desires. Neither of them are sure what it is. Horatio promises that if he encounters it, he will give it to Elethar.
~The World of Eberron~
The campaign is set in a world called Eberron. The road is dangerous! Weâll be journeying though many different terrains, including the Mournland, a desolate wasteland which was once a great nation. Less than five years ago, during the war, a white fog filled the nation of Cyre from border to border and killed everyone inside. The cause of this was unknown, but it led to a tenuous end to the fighting. Horatio and Elethar were both on the front lines when it happened. They witnessed people across the border dying in agony. Horatio still has nightmares.
The Dragonshard Derby is the first time since then that the other nations have come together to put the past behind them in friendly sport. Evaluators will be watching from airships to make sure there's no foul play, though their vision is limited whenever racers are passing through the woods. Any teleportation is strictly prohibited.
~The Race So Far~
Each leg of the race begins with a sprint. In the first sprint, Horatio finished first in his section, but 11th overall. Elethar placed actually first, and gave Horatio polite congratulations once the scores had been posted. Horatio was pissed. This was supposed to be his chance to prove himself to the Queen! Why did Elethar have to be here and show him up? He ruins everything! And heâs so effortless about it, too. He never loses his composure, ever. Horatio wishes he could be like that.
During the first leg (a multi-day ride through the forest and plains), two riders were murdered under mysterious circumstances. Both had placed within the top ten. Their belongings had been trashed, searched through. As frustrated as Horatio was with Eletharâs presence, heâs now more just worried for his well-being. After all, Elethar is racing alone.
Then, when Horatioâs party was still a dayâs ride away from the second sprint, something strange happened.
While fighting off a band of raiders, the world suddenly froze for Horatio. A strange light appeared in the sky, drawing him towards it. The moment he touched it, he felt something write itself into the skin of his arm. A mysterious lantern appeared in his bag, glowing with ethereal purple light. It would later become clear that the lantern will always appear back in Horatioâs bag, no matter where he leaves it. And, he discovered, he now has access to new magics that he was previously incapable of. This was all VERY ALARMING.
Anyway, back to Horatioâs arm. Something important in Eberron is the concept of dragonmarks. There are twelve great Dragonmarked Houses (basically powerful mob families) which each share a unique dragonmark- a sigil that appears somewhere on the body at puberty and grants powerful magic. There are also aberrant dragonmarks, which is when a combination of two other sigils appears on someone not from a Dragonmarked House (usually when there have been mixed relations between Houses). Thereâs a lot of political baggage attached. And Horatio suddenly has one, at the ripe age of 35. To make matters worse, itâs not a normal dragonmark OR a known aberrant, but something entirely new.
He chose not to tell his party anything about this.
Then, it was time for the sprint to the next checkpoint. Horatio started strong, but again, Elethar swept in and beat him right at the finish line. He congratulated Horatio on the race. Embarrassing him further, Elethar presented Horatio with this letter he had just received from the queen:
Sir Elethar SigrĂşn, First Knight to Queen Diani irâWynarn My earnest congratulations on placing first on the primary leg of this great race. I would expect nothing less of my finest knight. Of course, you are missed at the castle, but I am honoured by the diligence with which you have chosen to pursue the purpose I have set out for you. I am sure that you will earn the respect of the kingdom, should you succeed, and I am pleased to hear of your success so far. It will be essential that you continue to maintain this position, else my favour lies elsewhere. Loyal Elethar, I wish you great fortune, and may the blessing of the Silver Flame be upon you. Her Majesty, Queen Diani irâWynarn PS. Please tell Sir Heronwillow I am being informed of his standing in the race as well.
âŚCrushing.
Heâd been considering telling Elethar of his troubles, but after that he was too upset to broach the subject.
Now that theyâve made it to the checkpoint, there are official tents with beds for everyone (with sleeping arrangements decided by race standing), a small market, and a mess hall with dinner provided.
During the meal, a friendly fellow racer named Ash attempted to flirt with one of Horatioâs party members, offering him a strange glowing flower heâd found nearby. Horatio immediately recognized it as being similar to his lantern. When his teammate turned down the flower, Horatio asked if he could have it. Ash took this the wrong way. He let Horatio know he was really, super not his type, and would not be giving him the flower. Double ouch.
That night (in the dead of it), a pack of wild raptors invaded the tents where the racers were sleeping. The party managed to kill them before they hurt anyone, but Horatio detected that the animals were all under an enchantment. Their real purpose had been to attempt to steal the flower and take it... somewhere. To someone. Was this what the killers from the first leg had been seeking? None of it bodes very well for Horatio!
The next evening, Horatio dragged Elethar to the edge of the camp where they could not be overheard, and nervously confided in him. The dragonmark, the lanternâeverything. He was a bundle of nerves, but⌠It went well! Elethar was very alarmed, and told Horatio not to let ANYONE else find out. Not even the Queen. Especially not the Queen. Horatio was equal parts thrilled by Eletharâs willingness to share a secret with him, and terrified to keep anything hidden from the woman who basically controls his life. I drew a comic about this conversation. It was too good of a scene not to draw. đŤŁ)
Well, thatâs where we left off last session! Thanks so much for reading, and meeting my guy! I love him and I hope you like him too! đ
Stay tuned for a little intro post about the rest of the party! :â˘) Iâll link that here as well!
To be continued! (Probably in a month or so)
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I think part of the reason why I find Max and Charles' dynamic so fascinating is because if anybody created original characters with their basic backstory they would be called out for pushing the narrative too hard but it's literally just basic well known facts about them and things we've seen happen, it's insane like
They're born sixteen days apart.
Their star sign is Libra, the sign of balance, equilibrium.
A complete and utter coincidence and Charles of course had his own personal reasons for choosing his number, but his number also happens to be the same about days that separate their birthdays.
They literally grew up racing each other.
They hated each other as kids.
"I am just as good as him/we're equals in experience etc"
The way they talked about each other to journalists and in their blogs while they were karting lmao.
The incident!
The comparisons since the beginning to Senna and Prost, two of the sports goats and one of the greatest rivalry in F1's history.
Max recommended Charles to be his replacement when he left his team to move onto to the next stage.
There's something poetic about them being born in the year of the ox and Max driving for red BULL. Also 2021 in which Max won his first championship was also the year of the ox and I am completely normal about it after just finding out about five minutes ago -
The slowburn of the relationship, lifelong rivals but friends now too.
The way they talk about each other.
The fact they're each other's biggest defenders.
I am sorry but Charles running off track after getting distracted by Max and then hitting his head on a golf cart again after getting distracted by Max is something I expect to see in romcom or a fic but no both of these things actually happened in Abu Dhabi 2021 on the same night lmao.
The fact they don't follow each other on Instagram and yet interact with posts about the other that someone else posted.
The reason why they don't follow each other lmao, I still cackle thinking of Charles - literally on Max's freaking plane going home to Monaco after Austria 2019 - looking over at Max to see if he noticed that he'd unfollowed him.
Max was known as the inevitable. Charles is the predestined one. Like hello?!!!
There's more but like??!!! The fact this is real life and not a movie is insane sometimes - Guess it's true what they say, truth is stranger than fiction
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Romance options for the Inquisitor in DATV CC (descriptions)
for THE IRON BULL, DORIAN PAVUS, CULLEN RUTHERFORD (preview), SOLAS, NONE. with transcriptions!
THE IRON BULL Soldier, spy, survivorâthe Iron Bull was many things even before a romance inside the Inquisition changed his life forever. The hulking Qunari called the Iron Bull, a shameless flirt, was pleased when the Inquisitor returned his overtures. But what began as a way for them to unwind grew into something deeper and more profound. When The Iron Bull's superiors demanded he turn on the Inquisitor, he refusedâand never regretted it.
DORIAN When the northern mage came to the Inquisition looking for help, he discovered a love enduring and rare. Born and raised in the Tevinter Imperium, Dorian hadn't though he'd find much to impress him when he travelled south. But as he and the Inquisitor became drawn to each other, their attraction bloomed into a deep and caring relationship that endured even after Dorian reluctantly returned home.
SOLAS He possessed knowledge beyond any mortal, yet even the Dread Wolf could not foresee what it would mean to fall in love. Though Solas hid his past from the Inquisitor, the more time they spent together, the more precious that time became. Their connection was passionate and undeniable. Solas mourned that his duty to the past forced him to leave her in the end, but the Inquisitor knew what they had might not be so quick to fade.
CULLEN A man haunted by duty's demands, Cullen Rutherford never expected to find love during his time in the Inquisition.
NONE The Inquisitor was always busy handing her/his/their growing forces, potential allies, and dealing with ever more dangerous threats. The Inquisitor led by example, plunging into the wilds to recruit followers, end rivalries and keep the common folk safe from monsters. She/he/they even made forays into the grand politics that decided the fate of an empire. She/He/They gained lifelong friends, enemies, and rivals along the way.
Note: I've made direct transcriptions, typos included.
sources: bull, dorian, none (not the original sources though because i can't find them. i'll edit this post if i do) ; cullen ; solas
Edit:
Added Solas!
Because there seems to be some confusion: No, this is not all of the romances. All of the romances available in Inquisition are available for the Inquisitor in this game as well. We just haven't seen the text for them (the reason some of the romances are blocked is because their romances were blocked in Inquisition. In this case, the inquisitor was probably a female non-elf, since they can't romance Solas (only elf female), Dorian (only male) or Cassandra (only male.))
As you can see in the source and the title of this post, the Cullen romance bit is just a preview, that's not the whole text. I clarified it in the beginning of the post but I guess some people didn't understand.
Sorry for the confusion.
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Something I notice with a lot of Chaggie fics. Or any Vaggie centric fics.
- heaven bad
- Vaggie and Lute are enemyâs or at the very least not friends from the very beginning
- exorcists are militaristic and cold
- Vaggie never liked being an exorcist
-Vaggie Carmine AU
All valid
And some fics contain more aspects than others-
But consider this.
Imagine if heaven was fun.
Imagine if people loved being there. Exorcists were like a family together and Lute and Vaggie were lovers/friends.
Could you imagine the pain of Vaggie losing people she actually cared about???
Imagine her losing her wings not because of a lifelong rivalry but because she herself ruined their relationship in heaven and pushed a girl she loved and cared for too far.
Imagine a family cultivated through the shard trauma of trying to aim for the top. Imagine the loneliness every exorcist has to deal with knowing they canât talk to anyone but their sisters. Knowing that the only attention and praise they get from an authority figure is through their kills.
Imagine Lute being pushed aside time and again because her overachievement over the years has become her baseline and to her superior she just isnât gifted anymore. Imagine her watching and training every new exorcist knowing that she is creating the very girl who will steal even more attention from her sisters and most of all from herself.
Imagine the only love an exorcist truly gets is from their flock. Imagine how if you lived in an environment where the only life you have ever known is the struggle of loving your family but hating how much better than you they are but being proud of their accomplishments all the same. Imagine how living in a toxic environment all your life makes you blind to them ever being toxic to begin with.
Imagine Vaggie loving being an exorcist playing games and killing sinners with her friends. Imagine the guilt she now holds with Charlie knowing that she never held back. That not only did she take her girlfriendâs peoples lives. But she laughed and played while doing it.
Her spending every night regretting what sheâs lost but not the actions taken to get her there?
Her having people she actually considered sisters and later having to kill them. Imagine her being forced to watch as people who took care of her wings, Who brushed her hair, Who she truly loved and thought loved her in return, be eaten right in front of her as she mourns her loss of them a second time.
Imagine archangels đ
Imagine Vaggie Carmine AU (THIS IS PERFECT AND WE ARE NOT TOUCHING IT)
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Here is a link to my ongoing fic âSoaring with the Angelsâ I try to update every Saturday! There are 9 chapters out now.
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All About You
A Bangtan x Hockey series by @shadowkoo!
The upcoming season for the Denver Dragons is predicted to be an absolute game-changer! From lightning-fast breakaways to jaw-dropping saves, get ready to witness a showcase of skill, determination, and pure passion in both the game on the ice and the one in these player's hearts. The team is hungrier than ever, prepared to do whatever it takes to secure their victory. With rivalries heating up, new talent on the rise, and fresh sparks flying, this season promises unforgettable matchups that will have fans on the edge of their seats. So grab your jerseys and get ready to witness what this season has coming. Let the games begin! đđĽ
Bad For You - coming soon âł Official Teaser
Jungkook wants what he canât have and itâs driving him nuts. Heâs never thought of Natasha more than Namjoonâs annoying little sister, but thatâs all changed now that sheâs returned from university. Especially now that she plan to stay at his apartment until further notice. Having Tasha around takes his mind off the importance of this season, something he cannot have happen since last season ended so badly. A distraction like her might either become the biggest mistake of his life, or perhaps the best one.
Natasha know better than to sleep with the up-and-coming, all-star, fan-favorite hockey forward for the Denver Dragons. And itâs not because heâs just as much a player off the ice as he is on it. More importantly, heâs her brotherâs teammate, best friend, and the guy whose place sheâs crashing at. Heâs been off-limits since the day she met him, but it didnât stop her then, and it sure as fuck isnât going to stop her nowâŚ
â pairing: jungkook x o.c. (dual 1st person pov) â position: forward, right-wing â trope: brother's best friend, forced proximity, age gap, forbidden relationship â installment: 1/7
Thinking About You - coming soon
Taehyung has a secret. He's got a big, fat schoolgirl-esque crush on one of the hockey moms of the Dragon's sponsored junior league hockey team. He finds it utterly repulsive that merely catching sight of Florence sends a flurry of butterflies to the center of his stomach, an entirely foreign sensation he's not sure he enjoys. As if that wasn't bad enough, he also recently discovered that he transforms into a bumbling, incoherent mess in her presence, a behavior that is completely unlike him.
Everyone knows Kim Taehyung is the most popular guy on the team, especially in the eyes of all the puck bunnies chasing after him. He's a smooth-talking, swoon-worthy, wet-your-panties-by-simply-grinning-at-you type of ladies' man that women just can't get enough of. And based on what Florence has heard, he used to eat that shit up, using it to his advantage at every available opportunity. But now, his attention is solely fixated on her, and what's even more astonishing - on her son.
â pairing: taehyung x o.c. (dual 1st person pov) â position: centerman â trope: widower, single parent, fuckboy finally settles down â installment: 2/7
Loyal To You - coming soon
Jimin has been eagerly anticipating the holidays for a while now. Not because he has anyone special to go home to or any familial commitments. He's been craving time away from the relentless demands of his career and the ice, a first for him. From the moment he first wore skates at the young age of three, hockey has consumed his entire existence. Yet now, he yearns for a much-needed break from the sport that has been his lifelong passion. Being a professional athlete has its perks (money, women, fame), but it also comes with it's fair share of downs. And lately, life has handed him a lot of downs. Upon arriving at the charming bed and breakfast where he intends to spend the next three weeks, he's instantly captivated by the attractive owner. Julie doesn't seem to recognize him, and she doesn't expect anything from him either. In that moment, he can't help but envision a different life distinct from the one he knows, one where he can be just Park Jimin instead of player #33 of the Denver Dragons.
â pairing: jimin x o.c. (dual 1st person pov) â position: forward, left-wing â trope: hidden identity, instant attraction, the big secret â installment: 3/7
Made For You - coming soon
Namjoon has lately found himself thoroughly intrigued by the team photographer for the Dragons. He and Avery have shared a friendship for quite some time, frequently crossing paths at the favored bar of DD Organization and often catching glimpses of each other nearly every day at the arena. He's taken aback by the fact that he's interested in her, considering that they are such polar opposites. He's usually quiet and reserved, channeling his energy into the game and his responsibilities. In contrast, Avery radiates a lively and outgoing presence, greeting people with warmth and capturing candid moments with quick snaps of your camera. When Namjoon finally musters the courage to ask her out, a small comment from you about seeing him as one of your closest friends shatters his spirit before he even gets the chance. Apparently, fate has dictated that they are destined to be just friends, or perhaps he simply needs to sway her perspective...
â pairing: namjoon x o.c. (dual 1st person pov) â position: defenseman â trope: coworkers, opposites attract, friends to lovers â installment: 4/7
Lost In You - coming soon
Hoseok is a wild card, and the Denver Dragons Organization has just about had it. It's time for him to simmer down before he's off the ice for good. Their plan? Marriage. Yes, that's right. Hoseok is getting married to a snotty socialite, and the whole arrangement is meant to heal his status in the eyes of the rest of the world. He knows damn well he is the only person to blame for this PR stunt to be his last chance to redeem his shitty reputation. Coach made it very clear that not a single other team expressed any interest in trading for him if he kept heading in his current direction. Between all the fights, the public intoxication charges, and the constant news stories about him, it was bound to happen at some point. He just needs to make it through the next two years without losing it again. A feat that he finds nearly impossible when he's forced to be around Blair, his wife.
â pairing: hoseok x o.c. (dual 1st person pov) â position: alternate captain, defenseman â trope: married for convenience, enemies to lovers â installment: 5/7
Searching For You - coming soon
After a complicated fallout with his now ex-fiance, Yoongi has made a recent vow to avoid anything and anyone associated with love. He has no time or use for it. Having weathered numerous failed relationships, his most recent resulting in calling off his wedding the night before, he possesses no need to subject himself to that kind of pain or heartbreak ever again. Especially not with someone as joyful and optimistic as Sage.
People often avoid Yoongi because of his cranky behavior, but Sage questions how much of it is his true personality versus a defence mechanism. It doesn't help that just simply observing Sage's perpetual good mood only seems to piss him off even further. But nevertheless, she's taken notice of him, and has undertaken a challenge of sorts to brighten the mood of the grumpy hockey player who often visits her bagel shop and get him to open up. The problem? He doesn't like to lose, and neither does she.
â pairing: yoongi x o.c. (dual 1st person pov) â position: goalie â trope: grumpy sunshine, sworn off relationships â installment: 6/7
Trapped By You - coming soon
Seokjin has had very few moments in his life that have rendered him utterly speechless. Unfortunately, this seems to be one of them. Ophelia is the last person he anticipated seeing on his doorstep so early in the morning. One night stands are supposed to be just that - one night of fun without the moral obligation to see that person ever again. But here she was, nearly four months later, changing that 'rule' with her smudged mascara and a handful of positive pregnancy tests.
Ophelia always assumed she would have a baby at some point in her life; maybe a few years after getting married to the love of her life, when the timing felt right. But right now felt so wrong. She didn't love Seokjin; they barely even know each other. It wasn't supposed to happen like this, and most certainly not with the Captain of the Denver Dragons.
â pairing: seokjin x o.c. (dual 1st person pov) â position: captain, centerman â trope: one night stand pregnancy, strangers to lovers â installment: 7/7
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the start of a lifelong rivalry-partnership S1E1: the end and the beginning
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AITAhole for being a villain on purpose?
Firstly! I (30ishM) am a super villainy villain. I cause trouble in a city, which we will call "City". There was initially a hero that I would battle with who we will call "Man" (30ishM). We were both aliens that were sent here by our parents.
Man and I have had a lifelong rivalry, ever since the beginning of our shool days. As adults, we would battle still, because I would kidnap my now-girlfriend who we will call "R" (?F) for a ransom, and he would save her, cetera et.
One day, in our battles, I thought I had killed Man. The entirety of City was mine and my assistant's (30ishFish).
I was bored, and created a new hero (28M), who we will call "Titan". Things escalated, and soon Titan became a villain instead of a hero. Eventually, with the help of R and Man (who had retired since his fake death and started making terrible music), I defeated Titan by being an even better, smarter, and big-brained villain.
Titan is now dead, and City views me as some sort of a hero. But it was still a bit of an Ahole move for the whole kidnapping, de-hydrationing, deceiving, cetera et. AITAhole?
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Just a fic idea I had, but since I cant wrote for shit, I had to settle for drawing it.
(NOBODY COME FOR MY BACKGROUND I CANT DRAW THEM!! I DRAW PEOPLE NOT OBJECTS!!!)
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Set in Russia, Emma Lebedeva is a ballet student at Bolshoi Academy, one of the most prestigious schools in Russia. Her mother and dance instructor Maria Margarita Lebedeva, goes on maternity leave, leaving Regina Melnikova to take over and teach the class for an upcoming show. Emma has no idea about the history her mother and Regina have, so when Regina starts picking on her in class every chance she gets. Months go by, and each insult hurled at her gnaws at her confidence until one day, fed up of hearing âpoor posture must run in the familyâ and âyour mother must want you to fail if thats how she taught you to point you feetâ, Emma decides to get to the bottom of it.
One day after class she decides to confront her teacher. Scared as she might be of Regina, Emma needed to know why Regina hated her so much. So she asks her. At first, Regina is silent, reluctant to tell Emma the truth, but Emma keeps pushing, determined to get an answer to hopefully fix their relationship that was tainted from the start.
Finally, after enough badgering, Regina tells Emma about how she (regina) and her (emma) mother went to school here. They were the top students in the school which meant they were always going up against one another to prove which one of them was the best, and when Regina is replaced by Maria for an HUGE upcoming performance because Regina looked âtoo meanâ for the part, Regina is livid. She saw herself as way more qualified for the role, as she had thought numerous times before when Maria Margarita was picked over her, but according to their teacher, theres more to a performance than just perfect technique. Regina strongly disagrees and what was once friendly competition between teammates, became a lifelong (one sided) rivalry.
While Emma understood the tension between the two older women giving the competitive nature of the school, she couldnât understand what that had to do with her. So, she asks Regina just that. Thats when her teacher tells her that âperhaps her judgement had been clouded with her distaste for her annoying mother.â
Regina doesnât know why she says what she says next, perhaps it was the slight chuckle and nod that escaped Emma when Regina mentioned her mother being annoying, or maybe it was the soft expression that followed but Regina tells Emma, â You are perhaps the strongest dancer in the class, and maybe even the whole school. I see what you are capable of, unlike your mother, who chose much less qualified dancers to be the leads for the sake of fairness, which doesnt exist in dance. Because of this, I fear you arent taking these classes as seriously. I push you because I know what you are capable of. You have real talent.â
This moment changes everything between the two of them. While Regina is still tough on Emma, the blonde now sees it as encouragement. She begins to stay behind after class, asking for tips. The two women start to get closer. And when Regina offers Emma private classes for the upcoming performance, the older woman finds herself developing a soft spot for the dancer, who she discovers is goofy and surprising good company.
One day, after a particularly grueling session that went well into the night, the two were the only ones left in the building. Emma is too exhausted to drive 45 minutes across town to her mothers, she tells Regina she will just sleep in car and wake up early and get cleaned up at the academy.
Regina doesnt know why, but she offers to let the blonde sleep at her apartment since she lived in a close proximity to the school. Emma eagerly accepts, excited that she didnt have to sleep in uncomfortable bug, and at the prospect of a warm shower, but after they arrive and Emma showers, she somehow finds herself no longer tired and seeks out the brunettes company.
They begin to talk, really talk, and the two women learn things about each other. Like how completely insane Reginas mother Cora was, and why being the lead meant so much to Regina, because her mother, who already treated her awfully, would be even worse if she lost to Maria. Or how Emma felt like she could never live up to her mothers legacy, especially when her mother refused to challenge her. Emma felt like she wasnt able to show her true potential since her mother wanted everyone to have a chance (which started to make sense to Emma as to why her mother did that now knowing about her and Regina) so she stopped trying.
This night would become one of the many Emma spent at Reginas, and with both women dealing with their own inner turmoil, neither women recognize that they are developing feelings for one another. They both just think that they found someone who understands what theyre going through, and that thats all it is. Nothing more. Just two lonely people finding solace in one another.
That is until the show creeps closer and the stress begins to get them. One night, after a long session, Emma decides they need to unwind, and is determined to help Regina relax. So, she proposes a movie night at Reginas. Emma picks one of her favorite romantic comedys, which her teacher had never seen. (WE ALL KNOW REGINA!!!)
It starts off innocent, with the two of them (INOCCENTLY) cuddled up on the couch. But somewhere along the way Emma nods off, and cuddles deeper into Regina, who is startled at the contact but decides to let the woman sleep and finishes the movie alone, where she begins to find herself liking the contact, and eventually lets herself melt into it. But what really startles Regina, is when a sleepy Emma stirs, looks up at her with her tired eyes, and mumbles âI think I like you, like a lotâ before tightening her grip on Regina and falling back to sleep like she hadnât just said that. When Regina is sure the blonde is back to sleep, she whispers âI think I like you too.â
But the blonde wasnât. Emma pulls away and looks up at her.
âWait, really?â
AND THATS ALLLLLLLL I HAVE FOR THE IDEA!! obviously the picture i drew is before the two women got closer but thats everything unsaid. If i could write this would be wayyyyyy better!!!! And I have zero knowledge of ballet aside from watching Dance Academy as a kid, and BASICALLY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT RUSSIA AND BOLSHOI aside from what my lovely russian friend told me and the limited research i did on the Academy for the picture.
#digital art#emma swan#fanart#once upon a time#ouat#regina mills#swanqueen fanart#emma x regina#swan queen#ouat fanart#onceuponatime#sheriff swan#sheriff x mayor#regina mills evil queen#mayormills#mayor mills#fic ideas#ballet au
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Explorer Magellan was born in Sydney, Australia, to two travel-agent parents. At four years old, his maternal grandmother fell ill and so the family relocated to care for her back in Lancashire, England. This is where Explorer was raised.
Explorer had a .. fairly normal childhood all things considered. Loving parents, popularity - oh and a hefty inheritance left to him by his ailing grandmother. Flipping through his parent's travel-agency booklets gave Explorer little insights into the wonders of the world, and he longed to see them. And, in learning about treasures, coveted them. As a young man, Explorer enrols in an archaeology degree in Yorkshire where he ironically ends up in the same class as Archie Baines. But they don't really interact during their time at university. Both were good enough students, just hung out with different crowds. Archie was here with a genuine interest in history and what could be learnt from it. Explorer was here to find what he could take from it, as he feels the degree would be useful (and perhaps grew up with unrealistic expectations handed to him from the Indiana Jones movies)
Post-Uni, Archie, his brother and Archie's then boyfriend Miner all move to Belgium for an assignment, whilst Explorer takes his degree to a different market. The black one, if you will. This was no coincidence. You see; behind the scenes Explorer had had some tip offs from some buddies about certain ⌠items certain people wanted retrieving. And with his grandmother's inheritance giving him easy leverage on bribing security and officials, Explorer began to develop quite a knack for retrieving artefacts. After all his archaeology degree helped him with background knowledge of ancient buildings and whether artefacts were worth anything at all, stuff the average person would overlook. And I mean if this ancient ruby is just sitting right there in the ancient pyramid of the pharaoh why SHOULDN'T Explorer keep it? It's only gathering dust.
It wasn't until a few years down the line that Explorer and Archie met again. Explorer was on his way across Europe when he needed to stop and rest for a while, and ended up in a little village in the woods run by a Mr.Smurf. Here, he runs into Archie Baines again. A little surprised, but cordial at first, they exchange polite convo and catch up on some old memories. Explorer even asks Archie to join him on his next expedition - that way he can take double the treasure, but he doesn't tell Archie that. Archie thinks 'hey ive met a fellow archaeology nerd this will surely be an insightful trip'.
So they go, and it's successful! They find the stuff Explorer theorised was there. Awesome, Archie can't wait to hand this into the local authorities and get some archaeological recognition. Maybe write a paper on the finds.
Local authorities? says Explorer. No way. He's taking this stuff back with him and finding the highest bidder.
Archie is appalled at the clear difference in their attitudes. Thus begins a lifelong rivalry. Of course, Smurfverse Explorer has no use for money but he's still adamant about keeping stuff, and maybe trading for high bidders from other species like fairies, goblins etc after stealing artefacts from other races. Archie continues to try and be noble about preserving history. Papa just kinda .. well its all going on behind his back, see? Explorer puts up a cute front and so Papa keeps sending him on these missions and thinks he and Archie are buddy buddy even when they're fighting behind his back.
Anyway their day to day rivalry can get kind of boring so we're gonna skip ahead to something exciting!
One of the many marvellous misadventures leads them to an ancient temple where, surprise surprise, Archie warns Explorer not to tamper with the stuff because this particular temple belonged to ancient goblins and BELIEVE him you do not want to mess with ancient goblins, they were rather particular about their treasure, even after death.
So of course Explorer ignores this bcuz he wants to wind Archie up and grabs a random bracelet and slips it on to tease him. But uh oh spaghettio thats how you get yourself a nice little goblin possession curse!
Thus begins a thrilling chase. Explorer thinks Archie is boring and pretentious as all hell but a Smurf is a Smurf, he'd never actively try and KILL Archie until now. Goblin curse overrides that. Pick up a sword. Aim between the ribs. He's got Archie backed up against a wall now, this might be the end of Archaeologist Smurf.
Except of course it isn't because this is Butterverse.
And quite frankly Skelly hasn't been too fond of Explorer either since he insinuated Skelly could be sold to a high bidder for a private museum so recently Skelly has been tagging along after ol' buddy Archie to keep an eye on him. And it's just as well because Archie is on the verge of being killed in an ⌠unsettlingly familar way. Luckily Skelly has an advantage this time- no organs!
Explorer's sword raises, Archie's life flashes before his eyes, Skelly jumps ⌠and the sword hits ribs. Giving Archie just enough time to snap out of it, and beat the shit out of Explorer. Don't worry, it was for a good cause, he was able to break the goblin bracelet that was possessing Explorer. He'll be fine once he wakes up.
Skelly on the other hand has a couple broken ribs and some scratches. Luckily his bones restore themselves so for now all Archie has to do is wrap them and thank him for saving his life. Alls well that ends well.
Explorer hasn't necessarily learnt his lesson. Learnt not to slip cursed bracelets on, yes, but that just makes him more careful about how he handles stuff. He and Archie are still bitter rivals, but neither has tries to actively kill the other again yet so there's that.
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Doesn't really have AS big of a rivalry with Pal. Pal thinks he's a jerk yes but Pal's not super confrontational and doesn't end up on dig sites or in temples the same way Archie and Explorer do so most of it is just Pal getting tea later on.
Verdict is still out on his sexuality I haven't decided if he's got any exes going for him or if he has some current, messed up relationship or if he couldn't care less about romance and is legit only after treasure so for now it's ?? This is not an enemy to lovers thing, even if Explorer were to repress stuff about Archie deep down Archie still finds him despicable. So the occasional joke is fine .. i guess? But very much not going to be endgame here anymore than Smooth and Jokey would be and Smooth has a positive view of Jokey unlike Explorer who finds Archie self-righteous
Smurfverse Explorer obviously just grows up in the village and he and Archie are on OK terms as kids but then he gets involved with some black market fae behind Papa's back and the story progresses the same.
If Explorer isn't doing his whole 'stealing' thing he's actually ⌠considered fairly charismatic by other people. His whole morally bankrupt thing is tied into his work, he's not actively jerkish to anyone apart from Archie and co to the point a lot of Smurfs consider him quite friendly, and really he does have a genuine passion for exploration and discovery, it's just overshadowed by the greedy side of his personality.
Also the accent thing ⌠inside joke mostly
Explorer and Archie (c) The Smurfs
Skelly is mine
Oh PS - I've been thinking about it, and even if Skelly doesn't remember his death and wouldn't know up till coming to the village, that's kind of Archie's whole job. From the rip in his cloak and some original damage to the ribs I think it would make more sense for Archie to have a good theory about his death than to not. It's also why that spot is a little more fragile than the rest of his bones. They'll still magi-heal but only to how they were before.
#the smurfs#smurfs#BFM oc: Skelly#Archaeologist Smurf#Explorer Smurf#I'm calling em 'war of the roses' as a hatename
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Kiss and Tell (Hoseok x OC)
Summary: During an impromptu game of truth or dare, Hoseok discovers something important about your past.
Pairing: Hoseok x OC
Genre: brotherâs best friend; humour, banter, mild angst
Word count: 5.2 K
Rating: 18+
Warnings: language, alcohol, peer pressure, shady characters, making out, allusions
A/N: Takes place around a month after New Yearâs Eve Eve.
Tagging: @bbl32 @quarter-life-crisis2 @meirkive @faearchives @margopinkerton @purpleseoul7 @dreaming-with-happiness @xjoonchildx @tarahardcore @infinitehobi @handfullofcandids
Listen to: âstuck on the puzzleâ by alex turner
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When Chaeyoung turned eighteen years old, she hosted her first birthday party without a grown up in charge.
Of course, her father and stepmother were right next door at the Jungsâ and Chanyeol had no doubt been enlisted to supervise the party in any case, but it was still a huge step up in terms of attendants; now, it was no longer just a birthday party, but a party.
It hadnât taken place on her actual birthday, for that usually fell during finals. No, to ensure it would be as party as possible, Chaeyoung decided to push it by a month to summer vacation, the last time she and her classmates would be together before they all dispersed to different colleges around the country. With the added emotion and nostalgia, her party eventually became the party of the year, with lifelong memories being created for years to come.
For Chaeyoung, it was the first time she was treated like an adult; by her parents for finishing high school, by her brother for the easy confidence he showed in her while he chaperoned - and by his best friend Hoseok, who not only attended, but also seemed to have a lot of fun.
Hoseok had been visiting Chanyeol, naturally. Chanyeol was in the service at the time, having joined the moment heâd finished college. He was on break and despite Hoseokâs busy schedule, heâd taken a couple of days off to return to Gwangju for his best friend, even if it meant spending a night with a bunch of kids whoâd barely entered their teens when heâd graduated high school.
Chaeyoung had been pleased to see him, but more out of the joy of seeing an old friend. Hoseok was a man grown, and the novelty of having two seniors in their twenties at her party only increased its coolness factor.
She half-expected him to show up in leather pants, as seemed to be his groupâs look at the time, before she remembered that he didnât live in a BTS music video. He looked tired and handsome and happy and mature all at once and when he came to the poolside to wish her a happy birthday, she truly felt as though they were all growing up, their shaky past forgotten.
It was a memory she cherished even today, the sight of him on the plastic deck chair by her parentsâ pool, the light from the water reflected on his face, his easy smile as he joked with her and her friends and didnât rat any of them out for sneaking in alcohol. In fact, he joined them, and Chaeyoung discovered with amusement that Hoseok was a complete lightweight. For a little over an hour, she and Hoseok hung out without incident, at the end of which she even wondered if they were maybe, possibly becoming friends.
Maybe. Possibly. It was one night among hundreds, but Chaeyoung chose to look back on it with hope and relief that they had both grown out of their childish rivalry that subtly revolved around Chanyeol. The party ended late and the night was a bass-induced haze of teenage freedom, and after the amount of alcohol that was passed around the little group by the pool, Chaeyoung didnât know what Hoseok remembered the next morning.Â
She remembered, though. She was older and so was he, and the cautious seeds of hope that were sown that night felt like the beginning of something new. Unfortunately, Hoseok left Gwangju the next morning and Chaeyoung left for college a week later, and the next time they saw each other was years later, when they reached for the last bottle of Absinthe at the same time.
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Hoseok squeezes his way in between two dancing groups and bps his way over to Chanyeol, who is leaning against the balcony door and chatting with a vaguely familiar girl from their high school class.
She spots him before Chanyeol does. âHey, Hoseok! Hayoung,â she reminds him good-naturedly when he opens his mouth.
âOf course!â He remembers now. âYou look different withoutâŚâ He hesitates, thinking twice lest the alcohol make him say something stupid. â... your Class President badge.â
âAnd you look different without the hoodie tied around your waist,â she replies cheerfully, throwing an arm around his shoulder and squeezing it. âCheers!â She raises her glass and both men with her clink their bottles of beer.
âDude, where were you?â Chanyeol asks. âChae said she saw you, like, half an hour ago.â
âGot cornered by Joonho and his cousin who offered me a joint and wouldnât let me leave unless I had a couple drags,â mutters Hoseok. âRemind me why we ever hung out with him again? Guyâs a pain in the arse.â
Chanyeol chuckles and shrugs while Hayoung, her hair a trendy burgundy, laughs. âYou know heâs been telling everybody who will listen that he was best friends with J-Hope?â
âWhat?â
âOh, yeah,â she nods, grinning. âI think you might just be the best thing thatâs ever happened to him. You remember Eunbi from our junior class? He tried to get her to make out with him by saying that the car she was sitting in was the same one that J-Hope-from-BTS sat in.â
âNo way,â breathes Chanyeol, while Hoseok chokes on his drink. âYouâre kidding.â
âNah, she told Jaehyun who told Mina and Seulgi, and Seulgi got totally drunk at Seokminâs engagement party last year and told me and a bunch of others.â Hayoung nods knowingly. âHeâs kind of obsessed with you.â
âThatâs perfect,â he answers weakly.
âTo answer your question, though, I havenât the faintest idea why heâs here,â says Chanyeol, looking in the direction Hoseok came from. âI didnât invite him. I think he came with someone. Maybe he heard you were here,â he suggests nonchalantly.
âI honestly canât recall having a single conversation with him that didnât end with me wanting to hang myself.â
Just then, the song changes and someone else joins them.
âI think the Kangs can rest in peace knowing they can still throw good parties,â says Chaeyoung, holding a glass with a dark drink in it. A faint flowery scent accompanies her that smells like summer in January.
âI agree, Chan,â says Hayoung. âI think you peaked with our graduation party but this is pretty close, too.â
âExcept for whoever is playing Pitbull in this day and age,â mutters Chaeyoung, peering between their shoulders and wrinkling her nose. âUgh, itâs Joonho. You know, I canât believe you guys were ever friends with him.â
âWe were never friends with him,â say Hoseok and Chanyeol in unison.
âNot in the actual sense,â adds Chanyeol.
âDid you meet his cousin?â Hoseok asks Chaeyoung. âDoesnât he remind you of Ice?â
âWho the hell is Ice?â
âOh, heâs Chaeâs best friend.â
Chaeyoung slaps his shoulder. âHe is not. And Ice isnât a bad guy, heâs just⌠an acquired taste. Joonho was an asshat. He creeped out everyone, even the girls in my class. And some of the boys,â she adds in disgust.
âHe had a really nice car, though,â says Hayoung fairly. âEven if you donât count the celebrities that sat in it.â
âMore importantly, though,â points out Chaeyoung, while Hoseok makes a face at Hayoung, âheâs using one of dadâs vintage collectible bottles to peer pressure a bunch of people to play Spin The Bottle with him.â
Chanyeolâs eyes widen and his head snaps back to look at where Joonho is. âAsshat,â he swears, downing the rest of his beer and striding away from them.
âI should probably go with him,â suggests Hayoung, taking a more appropriate sip of her drink. âHe might just kill Joonho if heâs not careful and then what will you do when your biggest fan is dead?â
âVery funny,â retorts Hoseok, loud and disgruntled as their erstwhile class president leaves with a laugh. âWhat the hell is wrong with that guy?â
âI dunno.â Chaeyoung shrugs. âYouâre the one who was friends with him.â
âI was never friends with - okay, Iâm not doing this again.â He shakes his head and rolls his eyes at her amused expression. Itâs only slightly strange to see her in the midst of his high school classmates, a group she was explicitly discouraged from hanging out with when they were actually in school. She seems almost their age now, though, drink in hand, stockinged legs and woolen dress, a sparkly blue snowflake clipped in her hair that makes her look like a modern-day winter wonderland Barbie.
âYou look nice,â he says when he realises heâs been silently observing her for a few seconds. âCute.â
Her smile widens. âThanks. So do you.â
âI look cute?â
âYeah. Isnât that what your group is going for these days?â
âNo. Weâre going for dangerous.â Â
âYour last music video was all pastels so I might be losing track. Anyway,â she adds, changing the subject, âas pseudo-host, itâs my duty to ask: Are you having a good time?â
âIf you donât count the half hour I spent trying to get away from Joonho, then, yes.â
Chaeyoung smiles in satisfaction. âGood enough.â She bites her lip. âDo you remember the last time you were at a party in this house?â
âUhâŚâ Hoseok frowns and squints. âNo? I mean, I canât place it. I must have been to, like, a dozen of Chanâs parties in this house.â
âWell, the party Iâm talking about isnât Chanâs party,â she says lightly. âIt was my party.â
He doesnât know if heâs imagining the meaningful edge to that clarification. âOh, yeah,â he remembers, chuckling a little. âYou did have a party.â
âI did. And you attended.â
âYeah. It was fun, I remember.â This time, he knows heâs not imagining her face lighting up at the compliment.Â
âGood. It meant a lot to me,â she says after a moment.
An old, ancient dread begins settling in his stomach and before he can begin to dissect it, he changes the subject.
âFun for other people, too - especially your brother.â
âWhat do you mean?â
Hoseok chuckles again, hearing the words come out of his mouth before he can stop them. âI mean that his bedroom door was locked for a really long time with just him and one lucky lady in there with him.â
Chaeyoungâs jaw drops open. âWhat? He hooked up with someone at my party? He - he was supposed to be chaperoning!â she exclaims while Hoseok groans.
âOh, man,â he sighs, running his hand over his face. âI wasnât supposed to tell you that.â
âHe made out with one of my classmates! Wait - did they have sex?â Her eyes widen in horror.
âOh, calm down, it wasnât anyone from your class. It was some girl he was dating from his old coaching class. Kind of,â he amends. âHer name was Chaeyoung, too, actually, which probably explains why that relationship didnât go anywhere.â
âThis story is just getting better with every new detail,â she mutters, closing her eyes.
âDonât worry, she went by something else. Something that sounded like Chae but wasnât - I want to say Chi? Or something to do with her last name -â
âYou are the worst best friend ever for telling me this, by the way,â she interrupts.
âI am,â he admits sombrely. âI donât think she liked me much, anyway.â
âOr she was just intimidated,â she points out. âYou were his best friend. It was kind of a joke back in the day, that no girl Chan dated could ever compete with you.â
Hoseok laughs. âI donât remember much from that night at all, but thatâs pushing it a bit, maybe. Although, I suppose no girl I dated could ever compare to him either,â he jokes as someone shouts his name from the crowd and he turns, not noticing Chaeyoungâs smile fade slightly.
He rejoins the party, turning around briefly to see Chaeyoung following him as well. Thereâs some commotion around what cheesy party game to play next, with people throwing around suggestions and shouting their preferences. Despite everyone here being in their mid-twenties, it feels more like a high school party than when Hoseok was actually in high school - or maybe itâs the fact that theyâre so much older that it feels like it.
Thereâs nostalgia in the air, so much of it that it stirs up feelings of his youth in a way he hasnât remembered in a very long time. The moment he left for Seoul, everything changed. He was a trainee, but there was no childhood in boot camp. He was training to be employed, and then he debuted and he was officially a working adult. His friends were getting high on college campuses while he worked to the bone twenty hours a day and while he canât find it in himself to regret his path at all, he finds himself embracing his eighteen year old self with open arms the first chance he gets.
âOkay, truth or dare it is! Weâll start with J-Hope!â
âNo!â He blurts it out instinctively and a few people snicker at Joonhoâs dumbfounded expression. Across the living room next to the bookshelf, Hayoung, still standing with Chanyeol, catches Hoseokâs eye before snorting into her drink.
Fortunately, someone else volunteers to go first, thereâs some jeering, and a dare starts being formulated. Hoseok uses this opportunity to cross the living room and stand next to Hayoung, whose cheeks are still flushed with laughter.Â
âIâm going to kick his arse,â he mutters in a low voice.
âI donât blame you,â she says immediately, still giggling as she places a sympathetic hand on his shoulder. She takes another large sip of her drink - a glass of deep red wine - and swallows it in one go. âBut you donât really strike me as the arse-kicking type.â
âIf he calls me J-Hope one more time, Iâm going to trip him.â
âSounds like a plan.â She cheers along with everyone else as one of their classmates downs an entire jug of beer in under a minute and emerges red-faced, looking as though sheâs going to throw up.
Hoseok watches as the truths immediately start getting personal and dares get more juvenile, with everybody - including him - enjoying it despite themselves. Heâs had enough to drink that his inhibitions are lowered and his tongue canât be trusted, but itâs a happy buzz for now, watching his old friends stay the way they were, every one of them reaching for the vestiges of their teenage years for one night before returning to their adult lives.
Across the living room, he spots Chaeyoung where heâd left her. Sheâs standing a little away from the group, not really a part of the circle of people playing. Hoseok is glad for that; heâs not exactly sure why, but he knows he doesnât want her getting caught up in this game, where standing up to peer pressure is the real challenge.
Sheâs leaning against a wall and watching the game, looking mildly amused as the people she used to look up to possibly seem so much more human now. She looks in his direction and catches his eye the moment someone calls his name.
âOkay, Hoseokâs turn now!â
âYou know, I really donât -â
âNo, no, you have to play now!â Joonho takes over and adjusts his legs on the couch so heâs kneeling, looking far too eager. âTruth or dare?â
Next to Hoseok, Chanyeol and Hayoung are barely holding it together. Giving them a stony look, he sighs. âTruth,â he answers, knowing thereâs no way in hell heâs going to be caught doing the kind of dares being thrown around here; the last thing he needs is someone filming him choking on a dozen marshmallows and going viral right before their new album drops.
Joonho claps his hands, as though heâs been waiting for this moment his whole life. âName every girl you have ever hooked up with!â
Thereâs a momentary confused silence where everybody frowns and little and even Hoseok is a bit stumped. This was the super scandalous question heâd been frothing at the mouth over this entire time?
But when no one proposes to change the question and everyone simply sort of shrugs and begins nudging him to answer, Hoseok shakes his head.
âOh, I - I canât answer that,â he starts to say, but heâs drowned out by some sarcastic booing which makes him realise his mistake.
âNo, no, we need names,â pipes up Joonho, seeming almost gleeful at Hoseokâs hesitation. âIncluding the famous ones!â
âI canât -â
âWe probably wonât know most of them,â reasons another girl in their class, in what sounds like a reassuring tone. âAnd the ones from school⌠well, I think everyone here knows everyoneâs hook-ups,â she adds reasonably.
âUse stage names!â Joonho chimes in loudly, still on his own trip.
âNo,â says Hoseok firmly, wishing he could punch him. How were they ever friends? He runs through the names in his head frantically until heâs convinced thereâs nothing problematic there. Thereâs no proof being asked, only names. Worst case? He can just lie.
âJust - okay. Okay. So, there was, um, Hwayoung, Eunji, YeonjinâŚâ He trails off briefly as no one really reacts, for this information has been public for years.
âAnd?â
Hoseok isnât sure who asked that, but makes no effort to identify them either. âUm⌠Jia, JieunâŚâ He clears his throat and looks up, meeting Chaeyoungâs gaze. It startles him for a moment, but he canât decipher her expression. Itâs not quite curious, but sheâs definitely listening intently.Â
A voice in the corner of his mind tells him to stop before it gets worse, but not only is there no clarity to that thought, but Hoseok isnât even sure that he can stop now.
âAnd Youngsoon,â he finishes, holding her gaze for a moment before looking back at Joonho, silently daring him to ask him something else.
Joonho seems to deflate slightly at Hoseokâs withering expression and nods, clapping and immediately changing the subject. Hoseok stares at him until he canât anymore and finally forces himself to turn to Chaeyoung, only to see her walking away in the direction of the kitchen.
No one else seems to have noticed, probably because she wasnât even playing. Hoseok has an inkling of why he noticed and something tells him he needs to go after her, except heâs quite sure she doesnât harbour the same feelings she did when she was a kid. Or he was, before this reaction.
Could it be? Could talking about girlfriends from a hundred years ago have brought her feelings from the same era back to the surface? Or did they never really disappear, and sheâs been hiding it from him this whole time? Both possibilities worry him equally, but heâs unsure if he wants to find out the truth at all.
Hoseokâs feet stay planted on the floor as the game continues around him, all the way until the end. Chaeyoung returns after a while as well, taking a different seat at the edge of the couch, still outside the game but an active spectator. She doesnât seem any different, even momentarily catching Hoseokâs eyes and giving him a non-committal smile, leaving him to ponder if heâs been imagining everything and that heâs probably had enough to drink tonight.
They say nothing to each other until the game ends and people begin dispersing, a few deciding to call it a night and head out. Hoseok goes to the kitchen to hydrate - if Jimin has taught him anything about the holy principles of drinking, itâs this - retrieving a bottle of water and chugging half of it when Chaeyoung enters.
âHey,â she says, giving him the same vague smile. âHowâs it going?â
He swallows uncomfortably. âHey,â he replies, cringing a little at how fake it sounds. âIâm good. You holding up okay?â
âUh-huh.â She nods and places her empty glass on top of the microwave. Somehow, even at the end of the night, her outfit and hair look untouched. Heâs struck, once again, by how much older she looks among his high school classmates.Â
âWe were talking about my party earlier,â she reminds him, leaning against the doorway with her arms folded across her chest. âDo you remember when we were outside by the pool towards the end of the party? I was drinking and trying not to let Chan find out? Although, now I know he was busy with other stuff.â
Hoseok chuckles, albeit a little belatedly. This wasnât what he was expecting. âUh, yeah. Of course. It was some truly crappy vodka but it definitely got the job done.â
Chaeyoung laughs. âIt did. And then that guy from our chess club - Eunwoo - he stumbled outside and -â
âWalked straight into the pool!â Hoseok snorts, the memory coming back to him all of a sudden in perfect clarity. âIt took him, like, ten whole seconds to realise what had happened.â
âAnd then two of us and Sora tried to pull him out -â
â- but he was too heavy.â He shakes his head. âWhat chess player needs that much muscle, anyway? Didnât he pass out after that?â
âYeah, on the deck chair. We force-fed him some water and Sora ran inside to look for some food but he was out like a light by then.â She grins. âWe kept using dog commands to try to get him to wake up.â
âShit, we did.â Hoseok turns and leans back against the kitchen counter, feeling oddly cheerful at this random shared memory. âWhat were we thinking?â
âI donât know.â Sheâs looking at the floor, a smile still lingering on her face. But she seems far away. âDo you remember what happened after that?â she asks after a moment.
Hoseok frowns slightly, nodding. âYeah⌠he didnât wake up so we put a towel over him like a blanket. You kept telling me I was doing it wrong, I think⌠you told me I wasnât making hospital corners or something?â
Her expression doesnât change, and the answer feels within reach. She bites her lower lip and it suddenly hits him.
He remembers - and so does she.
Itâs like a black and white movie slowly being infused with colour, the shapes blurry and only disjointed sounds of drunken laughter remaining of the moment Chaeyoung had demonstrated the correct way to tuck a person in, watched in satisfaction as Hoseok humoured her and copied her, said good job, oppa with a flip of her long hair that smelled like summer, moved towards the bottle of vodka the same time that he did, and got kissed by her brotherâs best friend.
Hoseok has to remind himself to breathe, knowing that the realisation is clear as day on his face. Chaeyoung doesnât seem to know what to say either, but itâs obvious this is the answer she was looking for. She swallows and her gaze falls to the floor again, her jaw moving as though about to say something but thinking the better of it.
Hoseok had counted on her not remembering. All these years, in the absence of any acknowledgement of it, he thought the universe had possibly worked a miracle and erased her memory of his lapse in judgement. But even thinking it, he realises how ridiculous it sounds. Of course Chaeyoung would remember. She was no longer the annoying kid that worshipped him at her birthday party, but feelings like that didnât just disappear without a trace.Â
They are interrupted by a couple of people who barge into the kitchen, talking in loud, slurring speech and making a beeline for the carton of beer at Hoseokâs feet. He jumps out of the way and almost trips, but in the momentary commotion, Chaeyoung leaves the kitchen.
It takes Hoseok a while longer to do the same, emerging when the decibel level of the house is down to only a handful of voices. He doesnât bother looking for her in the living room; instead, he goes straight to the French doors and opens them a crack to slip out to the poolside, the cold January air engulfing him like a straitjacket. He pulls his bomber jacket closer around him and raises the collar and jogs over to the deck chairs where Chaeyoung is seated, a pearly white woolen coat over her dress.
She turns and spots him just before he reaches her and gives him a slightly knowing look. He raises an eyebrow and she sighs, but moves the pile of towels from the neighbouring chair to make space for him. He sits and she changes her orientation so that theyâre facing each other.
It takes her a few moments to meet his eyes, but he doesnât start speaking until she does.
âBefore you jump to any conclusions,â he begins, âI didnât forget. I didnât,â he repeats when Chaeyoung says nothing. âYou know why I couldnât take your name in there.â
It takes her a moment, but she gives him a single nod.
âChanyeol doesnât know - and he can never know. You are so far out of bounds that I - I canât ever tell him.â He sighs and drops his head into his hands before raising it again. âAnd I donât think you did either.â It sounds more like a question.
âWell, youâre still alive, arenât you?â she murmurs sarcastically. âI donât keep my brother updated on the boys Iâve kissed.â The word lingers in the air between them and for a moment, a summer breeze from years ago seems to premeate the frigid air.
âWell, thanks. Iâve always felt horrible about it.â
Chaeyoung scoffs quietly. âWow.â
âNo, not - not like that.â Hoseok sighs, sounding a little exasperated. âYou know thatâs not what I mean. I just⌠I know you felt⌠I know you had a thing for me,â he says quickly. âAnd I didnât want to lead you on. And you were Chanâs sister and you were a kidâŚâ He swears under his breath, as though reliving something all over again. âI felt like I was taking advantage of you.â
Despite her complicated feelings towards him right now, Chaeyoung canât help but feel a little sorry for him. âHoseok, I was eighteen - and one month,â she reminds him. âAnd we were both pretty drunk. You donât have to feel guilty about that. Honestly, Iâm surprised you even remember.â
âOf course I do,â he admits in a low voice. He bites his lip, not sure how to explain to her the extent to which he remembered, including the moment he ran into her at the liquor store, when she came over for a movie with Chanyeol present - how every time he was around her, his jitteriness driven by an ancient guilt always threatened to make him blurt it out and apologise.
âI do remember,â he repeats. âAnd even though this may be long overdue⌠Iâm sorry. Iâm sorry I never talked to you about it and⌠Iâm sorry if I ever led you on. I never forgot. The only reason I havenât said anything the last year is because⌠well, it seemed like you were okay. That maybe you forgot.â
Chaeyoung purses her lips, looking deep in thought. Then she opens her mouth, looking a bit hesitant. âWell⌠actually, I did forget.â
Hoseok stares at her blankly for a few seconds before shaking his head as though hoping to get water out of his ears. âIâm sorry - what?â
âWell, I didnât forget like I erased it from my memory or anything,â she amends, rolling her eyes. âBut I didnât really think about it. I know it didnât mean anything.â
âYou -â He frowns. âBut then why - I mean, it seemed like you were mad. Or - or hurt. Inside. Before.â
She cringes a little at how transparent her feelings apparently were. âI wasnât mad that you didnât count me in your little list back there,â she clarifies pointedly. âBecause youâre right - Chanyeol wonât be thrilled about it. Itâs not worth getting into that mess.â
âBut you were mad because⌠you thought I forgot?âÂ
Chaeyoung takes a deep breath, the night coming back to her all over again. âI didnât care that you forgot about the kiss, Hoseok. I cared that you seemed to forget everything else.â When his frown only deepens, she rolls her eyes again but much more self-consciously this time. âThat night was the first time we ever⌠chilled. We just hung out, without Chan, without fighting⌠we just had fun. It felt a little like youâd forgiven me for being such a pain in the arse when we were kids,â she adds with a small shrug. âThatâs why that night meant a lot to me. And why it bothered me when you said you didnât remember it.â Â
Hoseokâs eyes soften a bit as he processes this, and his apologetic, puppy dog expression almost makes her want to give him a hug.
âOh,â he murmurs after a moment. âI had no idea.â
âItâs okay. It was a long time ago.â
He nods, still watching her. The light from the pool reflects in waves across his face, making him look years younger - or maybe sheâs simply imagining it.
âSo, um -â He clears his throat. âComing back to the kiss⌠you really didnât care about it? At all?â
âNot really. Come on, oppa, you never really made it a secret how you felt about me - and I donât blame you,â she adds, shuddering a bit. âSo, yeah, I get it. We had a bit to drink and kissed in the moment. It was an accident.â She tilts her head, hoping he believes her. âDonât worry. You didnât give me any wrong ideas. It meant nothing.â
Hoseok stares. âNothing,â he repeats.
âMm, no.â
âNot a thing?â
Chaeyoung blinks. âWhatâs happening right now?â
âNothing,â he says immediately. âI know it didnât mean anything. I was just checking that it didnât mean anything to you, which, obviously⌠it didnât.â He busies himself with a loose thread at the bottom of his jacket.
Thereâs a few moments of truly awkward silence during which Chaeyoung is too confused to move a muscle, until she spots him glancing at her out of the corner of his eye.
âOkay,â she says loudly, standing up. âI think the partyâs over. Iâve to go clean up before my parents get back home in the morning, which is inâŚâ She checks her phone. âFive hours. Perfect.â She tucks it back in. âDo you know where Chanyeol is?â
âUh, yeah⌠I think he went to drop Hayoung home,â answers Hoseok absently, still frowning.
âCool.â She moves to go inside the house, hearing him follow her.
âIâll help,â he offers when she gives him a questioning look.
âThanks,â she says, pleasantly surprised. âGarbage bags are under the sink. Iâll go change and then Iâll start straightening the living room. I spent two weeksâ salary on this coat,â she explains sheepishly.
Just as sheâs about to ascend the stairs, Hoseok calls her name again.
âYeah?â
He observes her, looking somewhat troubled. âWas I⌠was I your first kiss?â
Itâs not the question Chaeyoung was expecting. âWhy?â She half-chuckles. âWould it make you feel better?â
âNo,â he admits. âI donât want to have taken your first kiss from you. I mean, that stuff⌠it should be with someone you actually care about.â
Always an open book, Hoseokâs conflicted feelings are as transparent as ever on his face. Chaeyoung is glad theyâre a distance apart so she isnât tempted to hug him again.Â
âI was eighteen years old. Donât most people have their first kiss way before then?âÂ
âThatâs not an answer.â
Chaeyoung bites her lip, knowing heâs not going to let this go.
âNo, Hoseok. You werenât my first kiss.â She waits until he nods, looking only slightly placated. âIâm going to change now. Iâll be right back.â Without waiting for a response this time, she goes up the stairs, leaving him alone in the living room among the remains of Chanyeol's party.
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We All Dye - A Teen Titans (Girls) AU
Band: We All Dye
Founded: October 30, 1999
Location: Jump City, California
Fun Facts
The band is called We All Dye because at the time, everyone had dyed hair.
While they officially formed the band in 1999, they had been practicing together for about a year before the official founding. Their first concert was on Halloween.
Rachel Roth (Raven)
Born: May 1, 1986
Favorite Acts: The Cure, Korn, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Radiohead, Joy Division, The Smashing Pumpkins
Instruments: Lead Vocals
About: On stage, Rachel Roth is a gothic force of nature. She loses herself in the music, putting all her emotions on display and excelling in flair and passion. When she's offstage, Roth is the complete opposite. In real life, she's a reserved and mild-mannered kid who uses sarcasm and bluntness on a regular basis. Rachel's look on life had been jaded even before her mother's death from cancer, an which caused her to create the band as a way of finally releasing her emotions and hurt in a creative manner. She found that in making the band, she had found lifelong friends who would be there for her every step of the way. She tries her best to do the same for them.
Kori Anderson (Starfire)
Born: May 21, 1986
Favorite Acts: Bjork, Britney Spears, The Beach Boys, David Bowie, Rush, Sum 41
Instruments: Lead Guitar
About: An immigrant from Canada, Kori is without a doubt one of the nicest people you will ever meet. Though she's unapolagetically peppy, she's got a love for rock. She is trusting to a fault, which her older sister Kristen (Blackfire) would take advantage of. It was only after her bandmates showed Kori that she was being mistreated, did she finally begin to stand up for herself. Now she feels that she's finally gained true sisters.
Karen Beecher (Bumblebee)
Born: March 19, 1986
Favorite Acts: Jamiroquai, Green Day, Gloria Gaynor, Prince, Erykah Badu, Lauryn Hill
Instruments: Rhythm Guitar, Backing Vocals
About: The mom of the group, Karen works alongside Kori to be the peacekeeper. She makes sure everybody's packed and ready to go for concerts. Karen's certainly busy as a bee, which just so happens to be her favorite animal. She's also a proud nerd, hoping to work in tech if the band somehow fails to work out.
Tara Markov (Terra)
Born: February 21, 1986
Favorite Acts: Nirvana, Pearl Jam, Linkin Park, Soundgarden, Fiona Apple, Avril Lavigne
Instruments: Bass
About: Tara is a girl who is not afraid to get her hands dirty or speak her mind. This came from being bullied in childhood as a poverty-ridden kid needing to fight for everything she had. She chose to play bass as she felt it fit her "no-theatrics" attitude. Tara also is the most likely to argue either for herself or for other members of the band if she feels anyone is being disrespected.
Alina Hao (Jinx)
Born: August 8, 1986
Favorite Acts: Hex Girls (She won't apologize), Queen, Shonen Knife, Misfits, Stevie Nicks, David Bowie
Instruments: Keyboards, Backing Vocals
About: Alina is as wry, passionate and mischievous as they come. When Rachel was creating her on-stage persona, she mostly drew inspiration from Alina's theatricality. Funnily enough, Alina and Rachel had been rivals in elementary school, due to frequent bouts for spots in school plays. It was only after puberty and tragedy in Rachel's life did the two realize how silly their rivalry truly was, and Alina was invited into the friend group. Now she feels it's her job to back up her friends, and occasionally drive them nuts with pranks.
Rose Wilson (Ravager)
Born: February 21, 1986
Favorite Acts: Nine Inch Nails, Metallica, Alanis Morissette, Guns 'n Roses, Rage Against the Machine, Le Tigre
Instruments: Drums
About: If you want to keep Rose happy, don't tell her what to do without a good reason. She has problems with authority due to issues with her parents and being seen as a disappointment by most of her teachers. Having two younger brothers (with an older brother, Grant, who's serving in the Army) to protect from their mom and dad means she looks out for other kids going through a hard time. It's also caused her to become jaded, using snarkiness as a way to cope with the feelings of hurt and anger that have built up inside her. While she sees all her bandmates as sisters, she particularly bonds with Tara as a fellow victim of parental abuse, even if they bicker a lot.
So that's the band so far. Credit to Artzy for the name choice! Lemme know headcanons, and thoughts in the replies and reblogs. @artzychic27 @nerd-chocolate @msweebyness
#raven#starfire#bumblebee#terra#jinx#ravager#rose wilson#teen titans#emo#2000s emo#rock band au#we all dye#dc comics#dc#music#rock au#2000s au
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Any ship + new years + revenge as a new.years resolution
Lights were shining,blinding and shimmering from the surrounding buildings. The smell of cold air filled her lungs along with the smell of prosecco and the appetizers Caroline smuggled from Elenaâs party. She leaned against the rooftop, peering down into the mass of New York City with a scowl on her face. The sound of music and cheering from the party below did not improve her mood. New Year's Eve was meant to be about celebration and new beginnings.Â
Not bringing up old wounds.Â
She understood that they had a small friend group but did Elena really need to invite Tyler? Sure, it's been a year but seeing Tyler show up with Hayley on his arm didnât mean the pain wasnât there. Just because Stefan has gotten over the fact that Damon and Elena slept together, doesnât mean Caroline could get over being cheated on.Â
At least Bonnie is on my side. She thought bitterly and she took a long sip of her prosecco. Bonnie was ready to claw Elenaâs eyes out for even inviting them and offered to take Caroline home. However, Caroline is stubborn and petty. She stayed and did everything she could to put on a show of happiness and winning. She was not about to let Tyler think she was hung up on him. She wasn't but the pain was still there.
âI thought I saw you come up here.â A soft English voice called from the doorway. Caroline turned to see Klaus shutting the heavy metal door to the rooftop and pulled his coat tiger around him. Klaus had been an odd addition to their small friend group. Roommates with Stefan in college that turned into a lifelong friendship mingled with the borderline rivalry between him and Tyler. The amount of times Tyler complained when Klaus was at some party or gathering of friends was obnoxious. Caroline never really understood why Tyler hated him. Granted, Klaus could be a massive dick when he wanted to be. âYou okay?â
âIâm fine.â
âLiar.â Klaus tossed a dimpled smile at her and made Caroline shiver, sending a wave through her that had nothing to do with the cold. He turned his back on the view and leaned against the rooftop railing. âIâm going to tell you a secret.â Caroline tilted her head to the side and cocked an eyebrow, watching as Klausâs smirk deepened. âIâm not the biggest fan of Elena.â
âKlaus, that's not a secret. Everyone knows that. Iâm actually surprised you were invited tonight.â Â
âOh, I wasnât. I just showed up with Stefan in hopes of getting under Elenaâs skin.â Klaus chuckled and Caroline had to suppress a smile. While Stefan proclaims that he is over the whole Damon and Elena affair issue, Klaus was not about to let that go. Caroline almost admired him for that. âShe shouldnât have invited Tyler tonight. I didnât know they were still friends after everything.âÂ
âThey aren't but Elena works for Carol so I guess I get it.â She didnât, not really but drank the last bit of prosecco and watched as Klaus tossed her a disbelieving look. âOkay, I didnât expect to see him let alone with Hayley. Ugh. Do you know what Elena said when they showed up? That Hayley isnât that bad. Isnât that bad? Iâm sorry the only thing I know about her is the image of her sucking Tyler off at his company Christmas party. Like if Carol wasnât the CEO, you know he would have gotten fired for that!â
âSweetheart, current company aside, Elena has horrible taste in people. She cheated on Stefan with his own brother. Of course she isnât going to find anything wrong with Hayley or the fact that Tyler had been seeing her behind your back.â Caroline scowled, hating that Klaus was right. Part of her wondered why she continued to be friends with someone like Elena, someone who prioritizes her own wants over that of others, even if it caused them harm. âI have an idea.â
âComing from you, that's dangerous.â
âOh it most certainly is.â There was something wicked in his eyes, a heat that pierced through the cold air of a dying December. âCome back to the party and at the stroke of midnight when the countdown ends, Iâll kiss you.â Carolineâs back grew straight and her eyes went wide. âBoth Tyler and Elena hate me, so it would definitely start their New Year off on the wrong foot but start yours, and mine, with a bang.âÂ
âYou mean starting New Years off with a revenge kiss? Iâm almost afraid to ask what your resolution is.âÂ
âThere are worse resolutions than a revenge kiss, to be honest. At least this one would be easy to stick to, and very enjoyable.â Caroline couldnât help but smile, butterflies pooling in the pit of her stomach as she peered up at him. He leaned in close, almost close enough to kiss her but just short of it. He reached for her hand, linking their fingers together and rested his forehead against her. âCome back down to the party, Caroline.â
She didnât say anything, instead allowed him to pull her towards the metal doors that hid the stairwell that led into the apartment building. The countdown was a blur but there was a spark when Klausâs lips touched hers, something she had never experienced before. The look of hurt and betrayal on Elenaâs face and anger on Tylerâs only made it sweeter.Â
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it's a deal â b. seungkwan
pairing: non-idol! seungkwan x reader
word count: 4,409
genre: fluff, high school, rivals to lovers, minor angst
warnings: reader faints
author's notes: they're both high school students in their final year, joining a singing competition.
âAnd⌠the four that will be making it to the finals of this yearâs Performing Arts Competion; Singing division are⌠Jang Nayeon, Boo Seungkwan, Lim Soojin, and L/N Y/N.â You had zoned out the rest of what the emcee had explained, your head focused on the second name announced as you turn your head to look at your classmate and rival, Seungkwan, who was smiling gleefully towards the crowd.
Despite the small on your face, it never reached your eyes as panic began overflowing within you. You were to compete against three other amazing singers, however, one of them is your lifelong (if you count the beginning of high school as your life) rival, Boo Seungkwanâa musical prodigy and social butterfly, who, since your freshman year, had competed against you and won since you had met him in at the high school orientation program.
Noticing the daggers you were sending to him, Seungkwan leaned on his side so you could hear what he spoke through his smile, âI hope youâre ready to win runner-up again.â
You had to hold yourself back from stomping his feet right there, in front of the crowd gathered in the assembly hall.
âWeâll see about that,â you responded through gritted teeth, the chuckle that rumbled from beside you only fueled the blood in your system.
Your âfriendlyâ high school rivalry with Seungkwan started off during orientation week, when you both started out high school. The seniors were curious as to who had talents amongst the new students, and your student supervisor, Jun, pushed you to the front because he remembered you singing randomly during group discussions and thought your voice was beautiful. Despite your protest, Jun successfully got you to stand in front of everyone, with five other students, Seungkwan amongst the bunch.
There were two students that showed their talent in dance and rap, and one choosing to do a skit with a few of their friends, leaving both you and Seungkwan with singing. The seniors said it wasnât a competition, until one of your peers quipped that it should beâit makes up for the lack of drama during this session (whatever that meant, you remember thinking). So, you and Seungkwan were given a few minutes to decide which song you wanted to sing to out best one another, and thus, the impromptu singing competition, and beginning to your rivalry with him.
You had decided to go with a safe choice, something you had practiced in the comfort of your bedroomâHello by Adele. Whereas, Seungkwan chose a bold choice, an option that showcases his vocal capabilities but also gives him a chance to interact with the crowd, giving him plus points for his charismaâJuice by Lizzo.
Safe to say, you lost.
Did it hurt your ego? Not really, you admitted that he was great and he deserved to win because it was genuinely fun to watch. But did it hurt your pride? Yes, very much. Maybe it was because of the brief validation from your senior, acknowledging that you had talent that gave you a boost in your confidence, but to know that the lack of charisma became your downfall, it did hurt. A bit.
Just enough.
Just enough that when you both joined competitions upon competitions, that the damage to your pride began to pile atop one another. Every single competition that you had joined and Seungkwan did, too, youâd always fall second when it came to being put up against him. Despite the compliments you get from judges, they werenât enough because at the end of the day, youâd be standing a step shorter below Seungkwan, a silver trophy in your hand as a gold shimmers within his.
You wondered how it felt to hold a gold trophy with your name on it, and youâd look down beside yours to see Seungkwan holding your usual silver trophy.
You were able to achieve it, although, only the first half of that fantasy. The one time you held a gold trophy with your name engraved in the plaque
You were able to achieve it, although, only the first half of that fantasy. The one time you held a gold trophy with your name engraved in the plaque was during sophomore year. Unfortunately, Seungkwan wasnât able to join that competition because he was busy when another high school had asked him to come to their school festival as a guest star. It wouldnât have hurt, to be honest, you were finally holding a gold trophy for heavenâs sake. However, when no one came to support you from your school (granted, the sign-up was from your own accord and you didnât tell anyone besides your vocal coach and Yeri), that was when the realization hit.
It didnât matter if you won first place in a high school singing competition. It didnât matter because you didnât matterânot the way that Seungkwan matters.
You werenât sociable. You had one friend, Yeri, but sheâs your friend from middle school and now goes to a different high school to you. You couldnât bring yourself to socialize with your school friends because during school, you were focused on studies, and after, you were at the studio, practicing with your vocal coach, Coach Wendy. Even when there were group discussions or assignments, you didnât engage with them too much, not because you didnât want to, but because they didnât. All your classmates are so used to seeing you sitting alone during lunch, or cooped up in the music room, that they barely know anything about you besides the fact that you hate Seungkwan and you love singing.
And no one hates Seungkwanâno one, but you.
âWhy do you hate him so much?â Yeri asked you, as she lied on her stomach on top of your bed. You had just finished your usual rant after being announced to enter the finale with Seungkwanâyour rant consisting of various curse words, gosh I just want to wipe that stupid, smug look on his face, and repeatedly stating how you were finally going to hold that gold trophy and flaunt it in front of his face. Yeri couldnât help but mimic your exact words when you werenât looking.
âI thought we went through this already?â
Yeri rolled her eyes, pushing herself up and hugging your pillow to her chest. âWe have, butâŚâ She merely shrugs. âI still donât get itâitâs not like he pulls stunts and cheats and bribes to get his wins, right?â
She had a point, you were lucky to still have some common sense in you to think that, but not enough to admit it. So, you just utter awkwardly, âWe donât know that.â
âY/N,â Yeri sighs, before shaking her hand, deciding to drop the conversation since there was no way youâd retake your statements. âWhatever, what song are you going to sing?â
You nibbled on your bottom lip, thinking. Coach Wendy had already provided with a total of five choices, to which you asked for more time and you can weigh in between two options. âIâm still deciding between All I Ask by Adele, and The Power of Love by Celine Dion.â Yeriâs eyes immediately widened when she heard the latter. âWhat?â
âCeline Dion, sheâs hard, no?â
With pursed lips, you nodded. âKind of⌠thatâs why the safest option is Adele because Iâve already practiced that song so many times.â
âDidnât you sing that in a different competition?â
You shook your head, âIt was during an internal thingâmy seniorâs festival, I think.â
âAhâŚâ She nodded in understanding. âBut, do you really want to take the safe route? Knowing who your competition is?â Yeri regrets saying that; she knew well enough that her statement was a push against your competitive side, and having known you for over five years, your competitive side was⌠damaging.
The last time she remembers you being overly competitive was during the last year of middle school, and it was the last time youâd be having a competition between classes. You were so adamant to win, since your class had a history of being last place, but because of that obsession, you almost broke your arm when you lost your momentum and tripped over a hurdle. You managed to get out of there with a sprained wrist and scabs where your hands and knees made contact with the hard ground.
âIâll⌠Iâll have to consult it with my coach, though. The competition is next week and I have to submit the song Iâm singing by Wednesday.â Safe might be good if your competition wasn't Seungkwan, Y/N.
âI'll be there, by the way,â Yeri spoke up, breaking you away from your thoughts. She then looked conflicted for a second, unsure whether to ask, but decided to ask anyway, âHave you told your parents?â
Your face dropped, a heavy weight pressing against your chest as you allowed yourself to fall back into your bed, besides Yeri. A heavy sigh left your lips, an enough answer to her question.
Your parents weren't exactly supportive of this dream of yoursâto be known as an amazing singer, and to hopefully achieve more than winning second place (and one first place) in high school competitions. They believed all your efforts were in vain, and that you should just focus on your studies, enter a prestigious university and a conventional major before obtaining a boring nine-to-five job in some corporate business.
They've never attended any of your competitions, and you know they never willâespecially when your parents are the type to think that second place is equivalent to not winning anything at all, that it's first place or nothing.
You remembered showing them your first place trophy after Coach Wendy dropped you off. Any parent would be proud to see their children achieve something, anything really, except your parents. Instead of praise, you were berated. They scolded you for joining something so useless when you could've used your time and effort to get better grades than your B+ average. Despite their protests and being against this dream of yours, you were persistent on proving to them that you deserve to chase this career path. Thus, your obsession with joining competition after competition, in hopes to collect more first places, more recognition to finally get the praise and validation that you deserve.
That's why you hated Seungkwan. He was in the way.
And that is also why you were adamant on singing The Power of Love, despite Coach Wendy's worries that you weren't ready.
âThen make me ready, Coach,â you pleaded, desperation laced around your voice as you locked eyes with your coach, the obvious hesitancy as she stares back at you. âI'mâ I'm sure with enough practice, I can perfect the song.â
âIt's not about just perfecting the song, Y/N,â she begins, pushing past you towards the piano in the studio. âBesides vocal range, they judge you for your skill to play along with notes without making it sound forcedâyou can't just sing it note-by-note, but allow things to flow and mesh together to make everything sound natural, as if it's just another song.â
âAnd you don't think I'm capable of doing that?â You were growing too sensitive. This happens when your competitive juices are above its average level.
âY/N, that's not what I'm sayingââ
âI bet you think Seungkwan could pull this off.â You childishly crossed your arms over your chest, earning an eye roll from your coach.
âFirst of all, don't cut me off,â she warns, holding up her pointer finger, âand second, Seungkwan is not my student, so I don't know what he's capable of.â
âBut you've heard him, you've watched him and I've seen how you look at him when he singsâas if you wished he was your student.â Guilt tripping. Wendy knew that was your tactic in getting what you want, and after the two years she's become your coach, she knew that there was no way of escaping when you get this desperate.
With a heavy sigh, Wendy gives in. âWe'll have to spend the next week every day, after school practicing, leading up to the competitonâweâll practice vocal warm-ups for thirty minutes before running through the song, until our session ends.
âAlso, pace yourself, Y/N, this isn't a national competition, you don't need to push yourself over your limit,â she warns, âI want you to do your best, but I don't want you to overdo itâmake sure you're healthy on the day of, and I only want you practicing when we're in the studio. Pacing yourself will give you room to adapt, and you won't risk injuring yourself.â
You might've nodded, but you didn't understandâyou didn't listen.
Practicing only when you're in the studio? Nope, you practiced in your school's music room and also, at home when you knew your parents were still working.
Pacing yourself? Not that either, you found yourself singing for almost three hours straight trying to get the bridge perfect. You were lucky you didn't lose your voice on the day of the competition.
Healthy on the day of? With a pounding headache from lack of sleep, and only having eaten a slice of bread and a cup of orange juice in the morning (the competition was in the evening), you knew you were screwed.
Thankfully, Coach knew of you didn't like being approached before the competition started, allowing for alone time and to put yourself in the zone.
You couldn't put yourself in the zone because of your sleep deprivation, the zone was your bed and dreamland.
âSo, what song did you decide to go with, Y/N?â Great, just what your headache neededâa pain in your ass.
âI'm not in the mood to deal with you, Seungkwan,â you grumbled, grabbing a water bottle provided and downing it. You had approached a committee if they could go buy you a pain killer, or ibuprofen for your headache, and they have yet to come.
A witty response was sitting at the tip of Seungkwanâs tongue, waiting to release but when he caught sight of your eyebags, pale skin and chapped lips, worry took place instead. âY/N, are you okay?â
With furrowed brows, you faced him, âWhy do you care? You're hoping I back out? Forfeit? You wish.â
He raised his arms up in feign surrender. âI just asked what song you decided to sing.â
Again, your suspicions towards him didn't subside. âWhy? So, you can steal it from me?â
He couldn't help but laugh at your outrageous claims. âIf you didn't notice, it's competition day and the final day for song submission was two days ago, I couldn't even if I wanted.â
âAha!â You exclaimed, causing him to wince at your sudden yell. âSo, you admit, you do have intentions to cheat.â
The look he gave you proved that what you needed right now was sleep because whatever you just said did not make any sense.
âNo, Y/N, I don't,â he begins, moving forward to stand beside you to utter something so only you can hear, âWhy would I need to cheat at something I'm good at?â
Anger reached the points of your ears and you turned around, finding Seungkwan making small talk with the committee member that you had asked for help. With a tight smile, you took the ibuprofen and headed to the waiting room, downing one with a chug of water.
Unfortunately for you, it barely helped subdue the pounding in your head, and the anger in your veins. Talking to Seungkwan in general was an already bad idea, you weren't sure as to why you still interacted with him. Trying to find a distraction, you headed out to see the audience, finding Yeri and Coach Wendy seated besides each other in the second row, and Yeri spotted you, waving happily at you.
âMy parents?â You mouthed towards her and she stood up, looking around the already crowded audience, before sending you a lok of pity, brows furrowed in worry. Despite the bile rising in your throat, you forced a smile and shook your head, trying to reassure her it was alright.
You had sent them an invitation consisting of the finale poster, but there was zero response.
âY/N? Where's Y/N?â Upon hearing your name, you turned to find the Event Organizer, holding a clipboard with the rundown as he looked around for you.
âThat's me.â
âYou'll be performing first, alright?â Though your eyes weighed a ton, you tried keeping them open, but because you were so focused on looking like you're awake, you could barely make out the words coming out of the EOâs mouth. â⌠Be on standby when the speech is being delivered.â What speech? Who's delivering it? Before you could ask again, he was pulled away to deal with a different issue assuming you had gotten everything down.
You didn't, but because you didn't want to risk not being on standby at the right moment, you were already standing close to where you'd head out through from the beginning of the event, until the principal of the school stepped out to deliver the opening speech. You thought for sure, you'd come on after this, but turns out there was a speech from not only the principal, but also the head of the Music department and also the Project Manager for the competition.
You found yourself standing by the entryway towards the stage for almost forty minutes, and when you were about to go sit for a second, the same EO hushed for you to get ready, gesturing that you'll be on after this.
At this point, the headache was causing your vision to blur, and with every step you took, your sight was hazy and a tunnel began to form, slowly inching towards completing blacking out your vision. However, you repeatedly pinched yourself, trying to keep yourself awake as you heard the intro to the song you chose, your stomach grumbling at the same time, indicating your lack of nutritions to keep you up.
You barely got through the first verse before your vision goes completely black, and you found yourself backstage on a blow-up mattress, a piece of warm cloth on your forehead.
Coach Wendy and Yeri were there with you, but only Yeri kneeled besides you, her hand clasped over yours.
âShe's awakeâCoach, she's awake,â Yeri exclaimed, causing Wendy to approach you with an unreadable look on her face.
âHow are you feeling, Y/N?â
âWhat happened?â Wendy sighed heavily when you ignored her question, turning her back towards you before uttering that she's going to talk with the committee. âCommâ the competition!â
You say up, but Yeri held you back. âY/N, you faintedâthe competition is currently still on break, but it'll proceed with the next contestant in a few minutes.â
â⌠I fainted?â
âYeah, do you notââ
She was cut off by the door of the room being pushed open, revealing a distraught Seungwan, worry etched all over his features as he locks eyes with you, observing your situation.
âI knew something was wrong,â he claims, his loud voice causing a stabbing pain to crack through your skull. Realizing his mistake, he winced, genuinely worried.
âThe medic said she might've overexerted herself,â he explains to Yeri, who just nodded. Seungkwanâs eyes returned to you, now set in a frown. âDid you sleep at all last night?â
âHow is that any of your concern?â He couldn't help but scoff, rolling his eyes. Sensing the obvious tension between you two, Yeri stood up, pursing her lips.
âI'm going to the convenience store across here, I'll bring back something for you to eat and drink, alright, Y/N?â Not giving you a chance to protest, she turns and gives Seungkwan a look, as if to tell him to go easy on you, you just fainted, before she slipped out the room.
The heavy air lingered as Seungkwan took a seat on an available chair, crossing his arms over his chest as he staresâ no, glares at you. âSo, do you mind explaining how you fainted?â
âI think I lost consciousness,â you deadpanned, causing him to release an annoyed sigh.
His face then contorted to that of disbelief. âIs it really that serious, Y/N? To the point you're willing to put your health at risk? Itâs just a high school competition.â
âMaybe to you,â you couldn't help but snap. âMaybe to you it's just a high school competition, that it doesn't matter because this is just another gold trophy to add to your collection, Seungkwan.â
âYou've already made it to the final, Y/N, either way, you're leaving with a prize.â
You stared at him as if he grew three heads. âYou think I'm doing this for just a prize? No, Seungkwan, I'm doing this for the prizeâI'm doing this for first place.â
âSeriously? And you're willing to put yourself at risk for that? For a trophy you can get made?â
You gritted your teeth, feeling your patience reach its limit. âLook, maybe to you it's insignificant, maybe to you that this is just another damn competition to add to your overflowing achievements, but it isn't to me.
âThis is my chance to prove a point, that this career path is worth taking all these risks, alright? Because, newsflash! Not everyone has the support system to assure you that you're doing well, that what you're doing is right. So call me shallow for basing my dreams of off high school achievements and validations.
âI don't have anyoneâI have my coach and I have Yeri, but even they can't give enough support. Youâ you have the entire school out there supporting you, not met. You have your parents, you have your friends, and you even have complete strangers out there supporting you, Seungkwan. I don't have that luxury.
âSo, yeah, I'd say that putting my health at risk is worth it if I win first place.â You finally take in a deep breath, all that you were waiting to say, finally said out loud. âBut⌠but I fainted and screwed everything up anyway, so⌠early congratulations on your win.â The finally statement tasted bitter as it left your lips.
There was a brief moment of heavy silence between the two before Seungkwan spoke. âIf it's that important to you, Y/N, then I'll step out of the competition.â
A deafening silence hung in the air before you scoffed. Then you chuckled. Then you were laughing.
âYou⌠You might as well spit in my face and step all over me if you'd let me win by default, Seungkwan.â
âYou're going to be disqualified because you couldn't finish the song, at least with me backing out, you'd get third place because you got to start your song.â
Again, you scoffed. âThen I wouldn't be held accountable for my actionsâmy disqualification would be the result of my carelessness to my health, and I'm already coming to terms with that. And you said it yourself, it's a high school competition.
âI can accept the fact that I'm disqualified because I wasn't able to finish the song, but I will not accept you stepping out just because you pity me, Seungkwan.â
Before he could say anything, you slipped in one more statement. âIf you did that, Seungkwan, I'll actually, truly hate you forever.â
He couldn't help but smirk, chuckling at your statement. âDon't you already hate me?â
You sighed, knowing that if you didn't come clean, that he'd actually go to a committee member and inform them of his departute from the competition. âI don't hate youâI'm envious of you, Seungkwan, and that envy just translates to anger.â
He doesn't say anything, but sits up, resting his chin on his hand, waiting for you to elaborate.
You rolled your eyes before continuing. âYou're everything I could've wanted and more; you have a versatile and amazing voice, you're an extrovert that's known and liked by everyone you meet, you have a vast support system⌠I'm sorry I hate you because I'm jealous.â
There was a moment of silence from him as he processes what you said, before a knowing grin appeared on his lips. âI'm everything you wanted⌠and more?â
The realization that you really need to sleep struck you, as you quickly tried to correct yourself. Your sleep deprivation has you speaking absolute nonsense. âYou're everything I could've wanted to be.â The look on his face showed that he wasn't convinced, but he didn't pry.
âWhat more could you want to?â
âNothing.â He only raised his eyebrows towards you, causing you to roll your eyes. âYou need to go out there, you have to be on standby.â
He spared a glance at the door, finally standing up. âFine,â He says with a sigh, âI'll go out there and performâI won't back out.â
âGoodââ
âUnder one condition, Y/N.â
You squinted suspiciously at him. âWhat?â
âThere's a vocal contest next month, but it's for duos only,â he explains, âyou become my duo, then I'll go out there right now and let you lose fair and square.â
You sneered at his last statement, thinking about the duet contest. Seeing that you were conflicted, Seungkwan quickly quipped, âYou'll finally get another first placeâI just hope you don't mind sharing.â
After a beat, you sighed. âFine. It's a deal.â He smiles widely, reaching out to shake your hand, but you shook your head. âWe're not that close.â
âFine.â He turns on his heels to head out the door, but stops before he could leave. Looking back at you, his face had changed to that of more serious, yet⌠gentle. âAnd it's not true that no one from our school supports you, Y/N. I do, I've always supported you. Maybe you were too blinded by your hate for me that you never realized, butâŚ
âThe reason why I kept joining competitions alongside with you was to give support so that you'd finally beat me with your own efforts, because I know you're more than capable of you'd pace yourself and give yourself time,â he explains, âJust because I compete against you, doesn't mean that I never want you to win against meâso, Y/N, get better, then after our duet, we can go back to competing with each other and maybe, you'll finally be able to flaunt that gold trophy over my face.â
You didn't realize tears were stinging at your eyes as he finished his vent. You couldn't help but chuckle, shaking your head, before looking back at him in determination.
âYou're on.â
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